LET MY 'GAME'... ...BEGIN......ENJOY

2DAY IS THE LAST DAY!!!!!!LAST DAY!!!!!! THE LAST DAY OF 2008 people......so... ...any plans for the brand new year??????i mean 2mr......haiz... ...i suddenly think that everything is going so fast man......haiz... ...sorry guys cos i didn't update my blog yesterday......cos... ...u guys know la...... my results r so terrible... ...no MoOd to update adi......u know guys as i entered the school yesterday... ...everyone that had already taken their results were there outside the school gate......chatting happily,laughing and... ...RELIVED......but... ...my...... kind of 'nightmare' has just begun... ...as my bffs walked me to the MPH hall......i was not worried about anything before i entered the hall... ...and after i found 'my class's table'......MY HANDS BEGAN to SHIVER!!!!!!and as i looked at my results... ...i got no feeling......and as i walked out with my bffs... ...they kept telling me......it's okay,it's okay... ...but......it's not... ...and as i walked to my mum with the results in my hand......i had no feeling again... ...but......my mum was smiling and kind of like laugh a little bit... ...cos she had already knew.........tat i'll... ...failed her once again......and my bff were there with me too... ...they were there to ask mum if she could let me to go to Jusco with them a not??????well......my mum agreed... ...and she said:'Okay lah,u guys go la......i wanna go back home first'... ...and as i turned around......and my back was then facing my mum... ...i really don't know why but the tears started rowing down my cheeks!!!!!!and i can't stopped them!!!!!!Even after that my mum shouted to me:'Joanne,do you have any money a not??????'I pretended that i can't heard her......cause i don't want her to see me crying because of my results... ...seriously......i never cried because i didn't scored well before my entire life!!!!!!but yesterday was my first and my last time... ...crying because of my results......and there will not be the next time... ...cos i will work everything with my 110% starting......2MR... ...if i want to cry for my results again......IT WILL ONLY BE THE TEARS OF JOY or HAPPINESS... ...i guess the reason why i cried yesterday was because i saw my mum was smiling and laughing a little bit and joking with me......because i know that even though she pretend to do all these 'things' doesn't mean that she's not sad... ...at all......she will only cry inside her broken heart... ...and that's what hurts me!!!!!!A LOT!!!!!!i don't want my mum to get hurt but i hurt and hurt and hurt and hurt her again and again and again and again......this morning as i was reading how many 8 A's my school got and of course... ...the feeling......the one and only feeling there on the big picture... ...every single one of them who was on that big picture shared the same feeling......HAPPINESS... ...and i saw......most of them... ...are my friends...... and some were my friends before... ...as i read through every single name......i found out that i actually know everyone... ...well for me and only myself......i think that result paper... ...it's just a piece of ordinary paper......IT WILL NOT DESTROY ME... ...AND OF COURSE IT WILL NOT DESTROY EVERY SINGLE PLAN THAT I HAD ALREADY PLANNED SINCE I'M YOUNG......WHAT CAN I SAY OR CRY ABOUT??????IT'S OVER... ...THE 'GAME'......MY LIFE HAVE NOT YET BEEN DESTROY AND WILL NEVER EVER BE DESTROY BY ONLY THAT PIECE OF PAPER... ...I SAY......THE 'GAME',MY LIFE WILL ONLY BEGUN... ...STARTING......12.00am(1-1-2009)... ...if you u guys really think that i'll give up so easily because of a piece of paper and my wholo life will be game over......that's not ME!!!!!!AND WILL NEVER BE ME... ...LET THE 'GAME'......B-E-G-I-N... ...signing off......with a heart that's been prepared for the past few years... ...of my L-I-F-E......ENJOY

2MR'S RESULTS DAY!!!!!!BE READY!!!!!!

2mr's it... ...2mr's the BIG day......cos 2mr's the... ...aka......RESULTS DAY... ...lololol......well actually ... ...i really dnt knw wat's gonna happen 2mr......i mean u never knw wat's cming next,rite??????haiz... ...would it be good if u knw wat's gonna happen the next second??????i would LOVE to be tat ppl......hahax... ...well...... i just want my results to be the results that i want... ...n i'll be happy & glad 4 the rest of 100 years......lololol... ...ok,mayb nt 100......10 years mayb... ...wait till SPM only 100......thn more & more... ...hahax......haiz... ...weird la......today nothing to write la... ...yesterday write till SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG......2day nothing to write!!!!!!MaYbE I ReAlLy gOt a bIt oF MeNtAl pRoBlEm laaaaaaaaaa... ...haiz......i think is bcos those NERVES la... ...cos 2mr's aka Results Day mah......hmm... ...i'll announce my results here 2mr......haiz... ...dnt laugh at me r u all......cos u guys knw la... ...im nt TAT smart......okay??????so rmb to pray 4 me n wish me all da best 2mr wor N BE READY TOO... ...nitez guys......signing off with a bit of fear... ...

HAPPY-SAD-HAPPY AGAIN......

hello every1~~~~~~well 1stly i would like to wish Hugo a very Happy Birthday!!!!!!he's a good & funny guy actually......bt whn he's mad!!!!!!it's quite scary la... ...anyway 2day after i had breakfast with my parents at Old Town......we went to the market n bought stuff n blah-blah-blah... ...whn we finished shopping at the market......n we went to get our car n hopped in... ...nw here cms......i saw 2 of my band seniors... ...i mean nt my anymore cos im out band adi......n 1 of them saw me too... ...sorry......we dnt waved,we dnt smile,i think we just like ah... ...it's her AGAIN......i'll just tell a little bit of myself to u guys... ...i was a band member once......whn i was in f1&2... ...bt nw im nt......1 thing is bcos... ...im nt as smart as all of them there,they're all smart......every single 1 of them... ...clever & talented......n im nt 1 of them... ...they're all great & caring to each other n u'll feel tat warmth there......really... ...bt the reason y i give up is bcos of studies......they can practice n practice n their hard work pays off n on the other hand their academic... ...IS FANTASTIC!!!!!!n i cant do tat......i really cant... ...i can only choose 1 road to move on......well mayb some of u guys will say thn hw about Choir??????u entered Choir Competition too!!!!!!singing is something tat i always want n i always have tat passion n i gt more n more excited whn i sing... ...n i already have n own tat......it just automatically comes out,while band it takes everything n im sorry to say tat i cant give up something just 4 band,i knw it's selfish n IM SELFISH bt i just cant give EVERYTHING... ... my Studies &Choir or Band......if im smart,clever n talented... ... i'll definitely choose 3 of 'em......bt im nt... ... all of u in band can hate me......bt 4 this lifetime is just Choir,PPS & my studies......n the most important thing is tat......i dnt fit in with all of them...even if i chat n laugh 2gether i just dnt fit in...mayb is my own problem n i think is my own problem......n whn i saw tat senior... ...all of these things just came n still have 'em nw......it's hard to 4get everything about... ...kinda of my sad past......okay... ...sad time is over......i have 1 great news to share with all of u guys out there... ...EVERYBODY!!!!!!I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY PERSUADE MY GOOD FRIEND,AUDREY ALSO 1 VERY NICE & SMART AMC PPL LIKE US......LOLOLOL... ...TO COME TO MYF WITH US!!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!LET'S WELCOME HER OKAY??????N Wai Sze r......cm she cm to our cg a nt??????well i knw i dnt deserve to say our cg cos... ...u guys knw la......i SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG NO GO YOUTH ADI... ...bt through tis year's Youth Camp......I'LL COME BACK......AGAIN... ...pls dnt say im NEW okay??????AHHHHHHHHH......IM SO-SO-SO GLAD tat Audrey can come to CGMC... ...i think it'll be more fun whn she's around......N MOST OF ALL SHE CAN GET TO KNOW ABOUT GOD MORE... ...N TAT'S A VERY-VERY GOOD THING U KNW??????hmm......i think im a good 'persuader' too rite,Audrey??????lololol......im so-SO happy N PROUD OF MYSELF nw... ...haiz......smtimes i think im a bit nuts actually... ...u see just i was So sad whn i wrote about my sad past just nw......thn suddenly Audrey told me she's coming MYF!!!!!!N IM SO MADLY HAPPY ABOUT IT... ...haiz......i think i gt a bit mental problem la... ...OoOoOo......i knw some of u guys LOVE THE CHARMING PRINCE WILLIAM,RITE??????well here's a bit about him lately... ...lololol......take a look at this------Britain's Prince William, sporting a beard, arrives to attend the annual Christmas day church service on Sandringham Estate in Norfolk, England... ...nt too charming adi rite??????lololol......i think tat's all... ...signing off with PROUD & JOY......bt also a bit of worry cos scared i gt a bit of mental problem... ...lololol......

PLS DNT BE HIM......PLS......

1st thing today......let's pray 4 Michelle who is sick nw......haiz......quite pity her actually......on the last day of Youth Camp... ...she was also like me & Wai Sze... ...S-I-C-K... ...nw... ...she's -S-I-C-K- again!!!!!!haiz......tat means......she's weak!!!!!!n i think she fainted quite a couple of times adi la......conclusion is... ...MICHELLE... ...YOU ARE WEAK!!!!!!so ppl... ...pray her okay??????good......haiz......today is a day of fear too!!!!!!cos i heard parents were busy discussing about their career!!!!!!haiz... ...n in my shocking surprise... ...bt i just stay calm just nw whn i heard tat......my dad mayb can't work anymore!!!!!!i was so scared n i am till nw......i mean if my dad is nt working... ...wat can he do??????sleep all day at hm??????n where can he make money for this family??????n the most important thing is where & how is he going to get a new job??????the economy is BAD nowadays n some ppl might get fired like maybe my dad will be fired BUT I REALLY DO HOPE IS NOT HIM & WILL NOT BE HIM... ...HAIZ... ...my bro is goin to university n it's overseas......even though it might nt be this year bt he'll definitely go N IT'S GOIN TO COST A LOT......& im still studying in school... ...there will be many fees tat i need to pay whn school reopens... ...& tuition & my music fees & BILLS &......there are just SO MANY THINGS THAT NEEDS MONEY N ONLY MONEY CAN SOLVE THE PROBLEM......MY DAD CAN'T BE FIRED!!!!!!HE JUST CAN'TTTTTTTTTTTTTTT... ...HE... ... JUST... ... CAN'TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT... ...!!!!!!im scared tat it will happen......PLS......DNT BE HIM......PLS DNT MAKE HIM AS THE 1......PLS......signing out with... ...HOPE... ...

WHAT WILL THEY SAY ABOUT ME??????

arrrrrr......the 1st thing tat i wanted to say today is a BIG SORRY to the two guys!!!!!!well here it goes......2day i went to IpOh Parade today with 1 of my buddies act we just went there n had our lunch only... ...n after we finished we kinda window shopping 4 a while n we decided to go hm......n whn we r waiting 4 our parents at Starbucks... ...i saw the 2 guys which i wanted to say sorry 2 appeared......will there from same church with us-CGMC n my friend was act looking at the girls which were behind the 2 guys table frm our school(AMC)... ...my friend thought 1 of the girls there were her friend n so i looked too......thn......the 2 guys looked at me n waved n smile!!!!!!at tat moment i was like do i knw them??????n kinda ignored them... ...thn my mum came n picked me up... ...n whn i was half way hm......i realized tat they r from CGMC 1!!!!!!i was like oh no wat will the two of them say about me??????must be something bad la 4 sure cos i ignored them n i dnt even took another more glazed at them!!!!!!OH NO!!!!!!wat will happen to me whn i go back to church??????haiz... ...so guys... ...wat should i do nw??????NOTHING!!!!!!IT'S TOO LATE......IM TOO LATE TO SAY ANYTHING......haiz......ooh......n 1 more thing b4 i sign out......there's still 1 more thing......quite SiLlY ACTUALLY... ...lololol... ...self-made popcorn is DeLiCiOuS... ...absolutely OIISHI... ...signing off with a very scared feeling......lololol......nitez guys......

WHAT HAPEEN TO ME??????

there's still something......something tat i hvn 'get' it yet......n i dnt knw wat's tat??????tis afternoon as i click on my bro's blog n hv a look... ...n after i finished i continued checking he's friend's blog thn from tat friend's blog i went to another n another n another......well of cos every1 is from cgmc...... i started looking at their blog with a very joy,happy feeling... ...bt i dnt knw y n i dnt understand y... ...as i went through each n every1 my modd was change!!!!!!it started with a happy feeling n than it went to a very sad feeling than i wanna cry bt cant......than it continued with a very dull n then no mood, no feeling,no expression then it finally come to the 'feeling' nw... ...dead... ...no more feeling... ...even though i laugh,smile it'll nt like into the mood to laugh or smile la......very weird la......it's like......no more feeling adi la... ...yesterday i was like WOW!!!!!!Christmas 2mr yea... ...happy n to be honest with u guys......i didn't read my bible n pray at night......cos i watched PhAnToM Of tHe oPeRa till 1.30 tis morning!!!!!!bt it's really-really a good movie......my all time favorite book & movie......I'M sorry LORD... ...I CONFESS MY THIS ATTITUDE... ...N WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN......at 1st i thought was maybe i was tired thn i went a nap......bt i didn't had it......i was NOT TIRED!!!!!!I DIDN'T EVEN CLOSE MY EYES......ARRRRRR......i hate this no feeling's feeling man......dnt knw wat's wrong with me la......haiz... ...hw can only viewing other ppl's blog can make me from happy to no feeling AT ALL??????today is ChRiStMaS!!!!!!isn't it should be fun?happy?laughter?haiz......hope tat i can be better 2mr... ...SiGnInG OfF wItH nO FeElInG... ...haiz... ...wat happen??????

I'M MEANS INSPIRING MIND...ANY VOLUNTEERS???

ppl ppl ......i gt something to announce......pls take ur own sit pls......settle down......(clearing the throat)... ...IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE TODAY!!!!!CHEERS!!!!!!since nw is 10 o'clock... ...just 2 MORE HOURS N IT'S......cHrIsTmAs!!!!!!yipee ya-ya yipee-yipee ya!!!!!lololol......sorry guys......i knw i'm acting StUpId... ...but i'm really-really excited!!!!!!inhale... ...exhale... ...ok,i'm cool... ...well today as i flipped through the pages of yesterday's pages this morning......i saw something tat's extra ORDINARY... ...n tat 1 page 'news' is about 1 word... ...n that word is... ...I'M... ...at 1st i dnt knw wat tat means cos there's pictures everywhere......n slowly i began to knw tat I'M......ACTUALLY MEANS-INSPIRING MIND......every1 is different in the whole wide world nt even twins r da same!!!!!tat's the REAL MEANING OF I'M-INSPIRING MIND bt... ...i dnt knw y it is use in English Grammar......lololololololol......erm......last bt nt least,i hope tat i can get some ChRiStMaS PrEsEnTs!!!!!!well i had only received 1 ChRiStMaS PrEsEnTs in my life so far... ...haiz... ... i hope tat i can get 1 this year......hahax......any volunteers??????hahax......b4 i sign off......i just wanna wish every1 a very-berry-merry x'mas... ...signing off with a merry FeElInG... ...LET IT SNOW...LET IT SNOW...LET IT SNOW......

I NEED TO START 'WORKING' FRM 2MR ONWARDS... ...

another day had past so fast......bye!!!!!!i mean today......lololol......whoa......guess wat guys......we had already say bye 4 39days(including 2day 23.12.08)... ...from da 1st day of the school holidays... ...haiz......just 12 more days to go n we'll need to go back......TO SKUL AGAIN!!!!!!2mr is Christmas Eve... ...24th of December!!!!!!than... ...it'll be CHRISTMAS!!!!!!n... ...n thn 31st of December 2008... ...thn comes a BRAND NEW YEAR-2009......so many things are going to happen in a very-VeRy short time... ...I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS... ...time act run so fast man... ...i'm now thinking tat like i had did NOTHING......OMG!!!!!!I'M SO-so LAZY......GOSH!!!!!!i need to start 'working'......if nt i'll be very-VERY GUILTY... ...So... ...i think i'll need to start 'working' n 'working' n 'working' frm 2mr......OOoOoO......1 more thing guys......yEsTeRdAy(22 OF12) WaS My MuM'S bIrThDaY......OMG... ...N i aLmOsT 4 GoT... ...haiz... ...wat kind of daughter is this... ...i mean myself......hahax......haiz......Oh!!!!!!EVERYBODY!!!!!!ATTENTION PLS!!!!!I HAD JUST SAVED N FINISHED A VERY-very MEANINGFUL... ...kind of msg n the title is called... ...MICHELLE'S 1ST EVER DREAM DATE......lololol......hahax......if any of u guys wanna see it......just come n see me n i'll show u guys... ...tat's 4 2day... ...SiGnInG oFf... ...wItH LoVe... ...

OMG!!!!!!HOW 'FISH' WAS TAT...... ......

last nite after the CGMC Youth Christmas Party which i didn't go......i sms 1 of my close friends to knw hw's everything n so n so......u guys knw wat she told me??????she said when every AMC ppl were taking photo......she slipt away n shout in front of i dnt knw hw many ppl n SHOUT MY 'ANGEL'S' NAME AS LOUD AS SHE COULD......whn i saw tat msg......i was like......WHAT??????Wat on earth she was thinking at tat moment??????y she wanna do tat??????Actually, b4 tat i just told her to help me say thx to my 'angel' 4 the sweets tat he gave me n 1 of the sweets can relieve sore throat n i have a sore throat tat begin yesterday... ...n i just told her(1 of my close friend) to help me say thx n to tell him tat his sweets had arrive at the rite time......!!!!!!i didn't told her to do tat SO-SO EMBARRASS THING......ish......maybe she was thinking of MAKING HERSELF MORE 'FAMOUS' since she had shouted so loud......lololol......if i was her......i ran to the nearest toilet n hide myself there 4ever......bcos that is so 'fish' man......haiz......haiz......haiz......i think tat's all 4 2day... ...cos nothing SPECIAL happened today......hope tat 2mr will have......signing OfF......LoVe u gUyS......

GOR-GOR I MISS UUUUUU......

well......today it's SAD TO SAY TAT MY BRO is leaving for SINGAPORE!!!!!wah~~~wuh~~~n i can't go......how sad... ...i dnt knw y but everytime he is going to no matter anyplace if i'm not coming along......i'll always WISH tat i'm going with HIM......haiz... ...GONNA MISS HIM......sob...sob...tell u guys a SeCrEt......Singapore is 1 of my bro's favorite countries in the world......my family & i love it too......it's really hard to not admit tat it's a great n beautiful country,rite??????more than half of the things there is better than Malaysia......WELL......ACTUALLY MALAYSIA MADE PRODUCTS ARE ALSO NICE N WELL......QUALITY......right??????i've not been to Singapore 4 almost 10 years......nw tat's a very-VERY LONG time......10 YEARS!!!!!!i can imagine tat Singapore have already TOTALLY CHANGE......whilr my bro......he actually had went to Singapore 4 about 5-7 times already......tat's quite of NOT FAIR......bt it's okay......to me......lololol... ...ar......i'm gonna miss tonight's CGMC Youth Christmas Party......i knw tat there'll be lots of FUN bt i hope i'm wrong......:p tonite...i'll always be performing in the Yamaha Roadshow...bt my teacher had called me last minute just nw to tell me to perform earlier......tat's quite good cos i dnt hv 2 wait 4 so long like yesterday......BUT I ENDED UP PLAYING 1 SINGLE MISTAKE......ARRRRRR!!!!!!WHAT HAPPENED TO ME??????bt luckily it didn't go out of tune......if nt......i can't survive anymore......sob-sob......tat's all frm me nw... ...signing off......muakzzzzzzz

I CAN N I WILL IMPROVE......TO BE BETTER... ...

hello everyone~~~~~~well i just came back from today's Yamaha Roadshow at Tesco Extra......of course it's in IpOh la......I LOVE IPOH VERY-BERRY MUCH oo......IpOH is a nice & sweet place......Oh well.....back to the roadshow just nw......well my lovely teacher ask me to go to Tesco at 8.30pm SHARP tonite......bt.. .. ..i ended up playing at 10 o'clock just nw......haiz......well......it's very okay to me......but i saw some parents were there keep complaining n complaining n COMPLAINING......me & my mum just felt pity for all the teachers whom received so many complains......i mean can't they just wait??????Ur child's turn will be just any minute!!!!!!Oh well......what can we say??????children nowadays......haiz......u guys knw......S-P-O-I-L-T!!!!!!it went well just nw as i play......nothing go wrong......bt......it's very-VERY cold there......my fingers got FREEZE for a while......N my mum said tat my body was not RELAX enough......maybe i can improve & play nicer a bit 4 2mr's Roadshow......I also have a good news 4 2day......I (CAN) STOP THINKING ABOUT TAT THING 2DAY......well the percentage is 20% out of a 100%......tat's very good to me......I think i can forget about it sooner or later......signing off 4 today......

SORRY GUYS......i LIED......WILL U FORGIVE ME??????

I WANT TO SAY SORRY TO Wai Yee,Janice,Michelle n Wai sze......today through my blog here......well simply bcos u guys ask me am i okay on wednesday nite(17.12.08) after tat traitor thing......n i say yes n pretended to smile n laugh......in front of u guys......well......i'm nt okay actually......n until nw......i think i'm still nt bcos I HAD TRUSTED THE WRONG PERSON......haiz......nvm......i'll be fine bcos i still need to perform 4 the Yamaha Roadshow......on the 20th-21st of December this year......2day i'm the only lucky number 1 that attend 4 my music lesson......to me......it's more PERSONAL......N i LOVE it......i really do... ...n b4 i sign off......i just wanna hope tat 2mr n the 21st......i'll perform well......pls pray 4 me......

REPLAY OF 18.12.08......I AM SO SICK......

18.12.08... ...
this day was the last day of the CGMC YOUTH CAMP 2008.....as i woke up......i had tried my best to forget about tat traitor......bt i just can't......WHAT'S MORE......I WAS SICK......at 1st it was just stomache yesterday(17.12.08)bt 2day(18.12.08)i HAD VOMIT FOR ABOUT......6 TIMES......IT WAS SO HARD......i felt n look horrible......actually it's nt just me......WAI SZE n MICHELLE too......i pity them la......Then Emily came to our table during lunch time n said tat:'Maybe it's HEPATITIS B' WOR!!!!!! n she went off after she was done with her EXPLANATION......tat's scary......after Emily left there comes Hugo......Wai Yee told him what Emily had just said......n here's hw Hugo answered:'Hepatitis what la......She's the 1 who have HEPATITIS'......LOLOLOL......funny... ...On the bus when we r on our way hm to IPOH......i felt better...... i mean tat traitor thing......when i'm listening to tat KENNY G CD... ...well... ...i told myself......IT'S REALLY NOT WORTH IT TO FEEL LIKE TAT......n make myself so sick n sad......all i need to do it's just 1 thing......

REPLAY OF 17.12.08......TRAITOR......TRAITOR......N TRAITOR......

17.12.08......
well......quite a lot of things had HAPPENED tat day......n bcos of so many things happened tat nite......i slept early tat nite n tat doesn't MEAN TAT I SLEPT WELL......I actually CAN'T SLEEP... ...AT ALL......haiz......actually i was planning of nt sleeping tat nite OR A VERY GOOD NITE SLEEP TAT NITE......TAT TRAITOR......but i want to thank that TRAITOR too.....cos i learn a LESSON of my life tat never will I FORGET 4 MY LIFE......once again THANK YOU......TRAITOR......N THAT REALLY -really HURTS ME...... A LOT......haiz......bt......at least tat nite i knw tat JESUS is there......HE wanted me to be STRONG......n to do something tat HE is PROUD of......if i fall......HE'S ALWAYS THERE......FOR ME......well......not every1 is like tat TRAITOR......at least my 'angel' is quite nice n sweet to me cos he bought me some sweet......lololol... ...i WISH I can say thank you n by the way......I'M ON DIET......n you gave me those things......lololol......THANK YOU......ONCE AGAIN......'ANGEL'......

REPLAY OF 16.12.08......HE'S EVERYTHING......WHAT ANOTHER AMAZING NIGHT......

16.12.08......
actually......nothing special tat day bt actually something do happened... ...behind ME......n me n my friends REALLY dnt knw tat......there's a TRAITOR......BEHIND US......bt......i'll go to tat next......tat morning......after breakfast......we had our GROUP DEVOSION......n my leader is Jessie......she's a very-VERY truly nice leader......she took very good care of us n anything tat we dnt understand......she will definitely explain...EXPLAIN...n explain......till we really understand n tat's very-VERY GOOD......OH......ya......i forgot......my games group leader.....she's KAI BING......leader of the RED BABOONS n i'm 1 of them too......she's sweet,nice n caring......Great leader too......erm......tat nite......PASTOR Daniel......did something different tat nite......He actually pray for every1 that nite......THANK YOU PASTOR DANIEL......U ROCK......KUNG FU PANDA......lololol......n quite a number of them fall down......all most every1 there was CRYING......at 1st it scared me......like what happen??????cos......it's my 1st time to see such a thing n... ... n i dnt knw y... ...all in a SUDDEN i START TO CRY......n i cry n cry... ...NON-STOPPABLE OoOoOo...... thank you for HUGO WHO COMFORT ME TAT NITE SO MANY TIMES, ELAINE,WAI SZE WHO LEND ME HER SHOULDER TAT NITE N ALSO MY FRIENDS......n SUDDENLY as i WAS CRYING......I ACTUALLY HEARD GOD'S VOICE......HE'S SPEAKING TO ME!!!!!!N I THINK I'LL GONNA REMEMBER TAT TILL I DIE......FROM TAT MOMENT ONWARDS......I REALLY BELIEVE TAT GOD......HE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME......PROTECTING ME... ...HE'LL ALWAYS BE THERE... ...N AT TAT MOMENT......HE CALLED MY NAME... ...HE REALLY TOUCH ME TAT NIGHT... ...I CAN FEEL HIS LOVE FOR ME N HIS HAND I CAN FEEL THAT TAT NIGHT......N FROM TAT NIGHT ONWARDS......HE'S MY KING......HE'S MY GOD...HE'S MY EVERYTHING......BECAUSE I HAD ACCEPT HIM FROM TAT NIGHT......TAT MOMENT......TILL I DIE......

REPLAY OF 15.12.08... ... the 1st n my very 1st day......

15.12.08... ...
this day was the 1st day n my 1st ever day at CGMC Youth Camp... ...well i was quite nervous actually cos the 1st day mah......i was so scared as i arrived cos i thought my friends won't be so early......n my plan was if they haven't arrived......i'll STICK with my brother......wherever he go i'll FOLLOW......bt in my shocking surprised......2 of my friends had actually arrived!!!!!!as i got off my mum's car...got all my things n walked through the porch n THEY WERE THERE to welcome me!!!!!!1 OF THEM even help me to take all of my things......she's so SWEET!!!!!!thank you......n i was like thinking tat it's a good start n maybe it'll last......bt unfortunately......it end up well......i'm feeling QUITE OKAY nw......a lot lot better than tat nite......haiz......well......i think I acted naughty n funny,mix n blend WELL......quite a lot of new friends n tat's good......tat's really-REALLY GOOD cos i like to make new friends a lot......i can CONSIDER tat as my hobby......lololol...... throughout the camp n to me i think(i think only r) i......actually BREAK FREE from my comfort zone during the camp n......well... ...maybe the REAL mE had FINALLY ARRIVE!!!!!!

REPLY of 14.12.08......what a nite......

hi every1......well act.the camp was from 15.12.08-18.12.08 1......bt i haven't update my blog at 14.12.08... ...so......i'll start update my blog on the 14.12.08......



14.12.08......
well i just wanna say tat i actually saw 3 shooting star aka (wishing star) at tat very-very morning......i was so SHOCKED......it was unbelievable BEAUTIFUL......oh MY GOD!!!!!!It was purplish n pink in COLOUR......but it flew very-VERY fast......WHAT AN EXPERIENCE!!!!!!I think it's once in a life TIME CHANCE to see that......but if there's another chance......i'll definitely have another chance......to see it again......oh......

Sort of 'babysitting' some kiddo 2day......

well i dnt quite expect tat i'll be babysitting some of my cousins today......lolololol......n......u knw la......kids......they're cute......bt......quite annoying sometimes......n......they won't let u to do ur own work!!!!!!n the worst of all......they scream till ur eardrum will SPOILT!!!!!!I think tat's hw they got all their attentions from us 'adults'......HahAHa......i mean kids like us 'adults' to pay full attention on them......i really can't think y they like tat......hmm......bt as they grow we dnt like tat anymore!!!!!!hw WEIRD human r actually......lolololol......well......mum said after finish 'indulging' our dinner,we'll go Parkson......bt it's 50/50 chance going only cos many times she say go......bt we end up sitting at hm watching television programs......hahah......will maybe tis time we go cos i urgently need some 'bermuda' pants for tat youth camp......haiz......really do hope tat i dnt make the WRONG DECISION cos tis it's the 1st time going......lololol......well guys......once again there'll be wishing stars 2nite n also 2mr nite in IpOH......so if u gt a chance......nothing to do(like me)......do go n wait for it la......cos.....i think it's once in a life time only u can see wishing stars......rite??????so do go n check it out......who knws??????maybe ur dreams will come true too......

what a day......boring day......

well......today is just a very very ordinary holiday 'day'......n as everyone knw tat if during the holidays if u do nt go anywhere it will be boring......the time ......arg......is running So sLoW!!!!!!HELP PLS......even sometimes whn u open the computer or the tv......there's nothing to DO!!!!!!tO BE VERY-very honest......i suddenly think tat studying is better than sitting in front of the computer n try to think tat what should we do......NEXT......ar...... ......just BORED......n starting to sick of it already!!!!!!tat's y i only have time to do this......lol......the newspaper said tat there will be wishing stars 2mr(13.12.08)till(14.12.08)in IpOh......n bcos ther's nothing to do 2mr......i'll wait 4 it......lolololol......