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of piano exam,sereni & shentel,forever 21 and Easter

2011-04-26T15:06:00.010+08:00

a word from Viann Siew

2011-04-16T21:19:00.001+08:00

Jeremiah 15:19 - Where is God in Our Brokenness? Jeremiah 15:19 (NLT) The LORD replied, "If you return to me, I will restore you so you can continue to serve me. If you speak words that are worthy, you will be my spokesman. You are to influence them; do not let them influence you! Jeremiah 15:19 (CWR) The Lord answered, "If you stop your complaining, I will restore your courage. If you say things worth saying instead of feeling sorry for yourself, then you'll continue to be my messenger and speak for me. The people need to change and turn to you. Don't feel so sorry for them that you change and end up being like them. Someone once said, "A soul is converted in a moment of time, but to become a saint takes a lifetime." Conversion happens instantly; maturity takes many years. To bring us to maturity, God has to break us over and over again. So often I see Christians struggling to get to what they perceive as the top. They gather and accumulate and arrange and amass--all the while forging their long list of accomplishments, perhaps with the hope that they will one day be able to hand their resume to God and say, "See what I've done for You?" God's work through brokenness calls us not to accumulate, but to discard. He calls us to get rid of this, toss that, purge ourselves of this trait and that habit, repent of that desire and that goal, and finally strip ourselves of all self until we can truly say, "All that I am and all that I have is God's. He is in me and I am in Him, and that's all that matters." What is God stripping away from your life? What comes to mind when you think of being broken? What have you put between you and total surrender to God? What do you trust more than you trust God? What do you love more than you love God? God will break you, change you, and cause you to grow until you reach spiritual maturity. No matter how long it takes or how difficult the process may be, God will continue to break you and bring you to a place of wholeness and spiritual maturity so that he might use you as his tool in bringing still others to wholeness and spiritual maturity. We can't reach spiritual maturity without suffering and pain, and we can't engage in ministry without being willing to endure even more suffering and pain. The joy set before us, however, is the joy of knowing that God is with us, working in us and through us, and that God is pleased with us. Friend, there's no greater joy than that. Maybe you are facing a time of brokenness and it feels as though the emotional pain is more than you can bear. Or perhaps you are dealing with a series of disappointments. Instead of becoming fearful--a frequent ploy of Satan to pull you away from God--ask the Lord to reveal what He is up to in your life. God did not remove the "thorn" from the apostle Paul's life, yet He did help him to understand why He allowed the trial to persist. The Holy Spirit revealed an element of pride in Paul's life; the "thorn" was given to humble him and cause him to rely only on Christ (2 Cor. 12:1-11). In visiting God's altar of brokenness, you will find a spiritual depth not present before the trial began. Peter writes: "Beloved, do not think it strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you; but rejoice to the extent that you partake of Christ's sufferings, that when His glory is revealed, you may also be glad with exceeding joy" (1 Pet. 4:12, 13). Charles Spurgeon wrote: "God knows that soldiers are only to be made in battle; they are not to be grown in peaceful times .... Warriors are really educated by the smell of powder, in the midst of whizzing bullets and roaring cannonades .... Is He not developing in you the qualities of the soldier by throwing you into the heat of battle, and should you not use every application to come off conqueror?" Brokenness is a sign of God's love and activity in your life. He breaks your self-reliance because He loves you. He knows that, left on your own, you would yield to pride and selfishness. Any discipline you experience in times of brokenness is God's way of preparing you for future service. * Keep in mind that God uses brokenness to deepen your understanding in at least three ways: * You gain a new perspective of His mercy and provision * You develop a more complete comprehension of yourself * Your compassion and understanding for others' suffering grows The Lord has one thing in mind for brokenness: spiritual victory. You will soon discover that only Jesus Christ can take your weakness and turn it into strength, hope, and honor. Will you trust Him to change your life? [Life Principles SB By Charles Stanley re Jer. 15:19] God is purifying and proving His people. He will refine them as gold, until the dross is consumed and His image is reflected in them. All have not that spirit of self-denial and that willingness to endure hardness and to suffer for the truth's sake, which God requires. Their wills are not subdued; they have not consecrated themselves wholly to God, seeking no greater pleasure than to do His will. Ministers and people lack spirituality and true godliness. Everything is to be shaken that can be shaken. God's people will be brought into most trying positions, and all must be settled, rooted, and grounded in the truth, or their steps will surely slide. If God comforts and nourishes the soul with His inspiring presence, they can endure, though the way may be dark and thorny. For the darkness will soon pass away, and the true light shines forever. {1T355} God is purifying unto Himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works. He is sitting as a refiner and purifier of silver. When the dross and tin are removed, then His image will be perfectly reflected in us. Then the prayer of Christ for His disciples will be answered in us: "Sanctify them through Thy truth: Thy word is truth." When the truth has a sanctifying influence upon our hearts and lives, we can render to God acceptable service and can glorify Him upon the earth, being partakers of the divine nature and having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust. {2T317} REFINER OF SILVER

Again

2011-04-16T12:43:00.002+08:00

hands over my head

thinking what else could go wrong

would have stayed in bed

how can the day be so wrong?

never believed that things happen for a reason

but how this turn out remover all my doubts

so believe

that for you

i'll do it all over again

do it all over again

all i've been through

let me to you

so i do it all over again

for you

keep my faith.....keep holding and hanging on

2011-03-20T00:18:00.004+08:00

hello peeps......i finally have the patience to blog......LOL......i have time......but i think i just don't know where to start or what to blog sometimes......i wanted to......but i don't know how i think.....haha......so......

......wonder what's that whole sushi menu is about huh??haha......it just suddenly came to my mind one fine day when i was having lunch with my beloved CY people......you know......choosing a college is kinda like deciding what to order in a restaurant that you're not familiar with......especially when it's your first time to order......if that was your first time......surely you will automatically look/ask for the menu......with that 100++ of choices in that menu......you need to spend time to look and decide what you wanna have for that breakfast/lunch/dinner......and if the menu didn't have a sign mark chef's pick or whatever.....you will not know what's the best in that restaurant right??and sometimes......too many choices = too complicated......cause you don't know what to choose......it's the same thing when it comes to choosing a college/university......when there's too many choices......you need to take some time to think and look at the prospectus the college's/university's website......the surroundings......the faculties......the subjects they offer......and so so so so much more......but just before you choose your college/university......you'll need to think what subjects to take when you're there......and when you think of what to take when you're in college/university......you have to think of so so so so many thing else well......why you wanna take that subject??what makes you wanna take that subject and not the other one??

decisions,decisions,decisions......

when i was in kindergarten,i always wanna go to primary school....and when i'm in primary school... ...i just can't wait to go to secondary school mostly is because the teachers in primary school is just so fierce and sometimes they think that they are always right and you have to follow every word they say... ...and there's also the stress studying too......so,when i'm finally in secondary school......i just wanna break out to college and university......that's because i don't wanna face the stress,problems etc. and as you get older......you want......FREEDOM......cause you always think that you're old enough to take care of yourself......but the real truth is... ...you are NOT......and so... ...here i am......3 months it's going to and end......i'd spend too much time of basically doing nothing......sit in front of the computer till early morning cause i kept on telling myself i don't have school and i have nothing to do......actually,i have PLENTY OF THEM WAITING FOR ME......i'm just......LAZY

but......i seriously don't think i wasted any time......okay maybe some time......but not ALL the time......i don't know why and how......but the God of Gods showed me different things in life every day......like seriously every single day!!!!!!even some of the movies i watched......either the plot of the movie or the soundtracks of the movie......even the values behind the movie......i downloaded the songs which spoke to me the first time i listened to them......and as the days gone by......i don't know whether it's coincidence......hmm.....i think it's God......when i need courage to face the monster...... i have a song to tell me that i'm gonna do just fine......when i think my life is so so so so miserable and hard and complicated and i'll never gonna enjoy/love my life......i have a song saying that ' life is beautiful , but it's complicated , we don't need to understand , there are miracles...... '

i had the time of my life in Singapore with my buddies......He told and showed me something when i was there which opened my eyes......i kinda felt myself the first time when i'm actually mature enough to know what does growing up or even the word mature means when i'm watching the waves hushing the shore early in the morning and at night when i'm in Pangkor with my besties... ...when i was a little naive and innocent girl......i wanna grow up FAST......just a second......now that i can say i'm going to the next stage......i don't wanna grow up......i wish i was still in kindergarten......i wish i can start all over again......from the day God gave my parents ME......learn how to walk......how to talk......how to read......how to write......but i can't......and it's not gonna happen......i will be older day by day... ...i guess the main reason i don't wanna grow is because i don't wanna face troubles,problems,hardships,waves,thunder storm,rain......i want it to be sunny all the time,i want a peace life with no troubles and stuffs like that......

most of my friends already know what they wanna do,registered in that college this college and preparing to have a time of their lives......some hove even started it in January......me?i'm still waiting for God's answer each day in my life......waiting and praying......it's not that i don't know what i wanna take......there's just always this road block......i'll think that what if my future is not the way i always wanted it??what if i don't get what i want??i think i think too much most of the time......worry too much......i should have back the childlike faith......that God is always there even though we can't see or feel Him.....even now while i'm writing this.....He's watching and know what word i'm going type......Philippians 4:6

it's still kinda blur when i imagine my future right now......i know i want to chase after my dreams.....continue on the things that i'm so passionate about it's kinda like my life to me......make good use of the gifts that my God had gave me before i was even in my mum's womb......

i can't believe i'm even writing this here......BUT I WANT STRAIGHT A'S FOR MY ACTUAL SPM RESULTS......LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY BADLY......who don't want straight A's??everyone asked me how many A's i expect myself to get......i just say i don't know......cause i'm afraid that what if after telling them this......when i don't get it how would it feels......i've been praying for this for quite some times now......and 3 more days till the SPM result slip will be in my hands......i'd imagine myself holding that piece of paper.....shouting......THANK YOU JESUS cause i got what i want......God says:Whatever i promised you......I'LL GIVE IT TO YOU......BELIEVE.....AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE......

i don't know what's gonna happen on the 23rd.....but i will surely hold on to what God had said in the bible about this......keep my faith.....keep holding and hanging on

New

2011-02-27T21:12:00.002+08:00

Dear God,

I want a fresh start,I want a new beginning,I want to do things I never did before in my life,I want to experience a different view from the window,I want to go to a place where nobody knows my name there,I want to see things that i had never seen before,I want experience life I never experienced before,I want to go to places that I can forget about the pass.

I want something new.

From : Joanne =)

i'm ready

2011-02-24T21:06:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IS THIS REAL GOD?????????

I'M READY FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAD PLANNED FOR ME......

'CAUSE YOU'RE TOO WISE TO MAKE ANY MISTAKES......

TOO KIND TO BE CRUEL

ANYTHING THAT CAN'T BRING GLORY TO YOU......THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN

THANK YOU

I'M NOT DEAD!!!!!!

2011-02-18T15:18:00.011+08:00

hahhahahahaahaha......IM NOT DEAD!!!!!!

just that i some how forgot that this blog of mine existed ahhahahahaha......

so yea...........I'M BACK!!!!!!

well......if i'm free i'll come here and do all the talking n writing n scolding

my parents asked me what do i do in front of the computer for so loooooooooooong......

hmm......guess i have to think of something more useful to do with the internet......

now that i have a ipod......i hope i use it wisely.....hahahah......instead of just for games n music

ahhaahhaha

hmm......a lot of things had happened these days.......like the end of 2010

2010:

~ there's YQ!!!!!!awesome experience......hope i can go YLDP this year......im surprised the relationship i bonded with those ppl......of cz i didnt really get to meet all 400++ ppl.....bt there a lot of ppl that i'm close with......hahahah......and the awesome part is......THEY'RE NOT FROM IPOH!!!!!!AHHAHAHAAHHA...........let's see......there's Sara frm JB......she make me smile/laugh everytime i see her name in FB for no reasons hahaha......Pebbles aka sheet lan ngor from Selangor..........hahhahahah....should really meet her in person.......Joella,Wen Dee and Benjamin frm Penang......Isabel frm kl aka Queensland hahhaah......Denise frm kl......im in the same devotional group with her......someone whose super friendly.....she's awesome....she's at Jeremiah School now......always ask me to go kl after she's off from JS hahhaha......then there's this CUTE GIRL!!!!!!frm JB too......CHEN SHI MIN!!!!!!she's super adorable......she's tiny n cute haahahaah......but she argues with me all the time saying she's not and i am.....which is =,= hahahahahha......then there's this Singapore girl name Constance!!!!!!she's oh so gentle hahahaha......would like to meet her next time when i go Sg......not just them......there's whole lot of them hahahah......miss the quiet devotional group =)

~i went for watch night service for the first time hahahahha......which reminds me of somebody that i asked him what's watch night service ahahhaha

2011:

~Jen,Wen,Xin,Aud,MUA and Aud's mum went to Sg on the 1st of the year ahhahaahah......hmm...lots of craziness happened hahaha......i will never forgot when we went universal studios for my 1st roller coaster ride after that it started to rain n i kept on saying 'this is not what i expected'....ahhahaaa......the silence of the apartment when i'm the first one to wake up......the view from the 10th floor......the long walk with the script's songs and GOD......HE opened my eyes to a lot of things during that walk......im happy i did that hahaha......even though i made Jen,Xin and Wen worried..........soooooorry.......the mrt i took frm Clementi to Beduk which took me 14 stations to arrive about 45 minutes and Jen,Xin and Wen took the mrt from Raffles which took them about 15 minutes and they still haven't arrived home......kept on texting and calling them and Aud n Stephen Chua......after waiting 15 minutes the landlord arrived BUT NOT THEM......worried like WTH.......kept on thinking where they are.....lost??don't know their way back??or what......being kidnapped??waited for an hour and a half......finally IT'S THEM..........u can't imagined how relieved i was......i guess it's fair hahaha........since they worried me during the day n i worried them during the night........hahahahahha......bottom line......it was a once in a lifetime opportunity and i thank God for everything =D

then......it's just normal life......now that i've got no more school to go......and nobody wants me to work for them.......but i'm amazed that God show me different things every single day......new things,new challenges/problems etc. etc. but I'M OKAY!!!!!! =D

every one kept on asking where i'm going.........what's my plans........what i planned to take......where i wanna go.......and i gave them the same old answer every time.........

.'I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!'

then they'll say 'Form 6??College??KL??

..................=,=............told you i don't know lork......

not that i don't know what i wanna do........it's just that there are a lot of things happening that just don't let my 'plans' work out......conclusion......i know ME more than my parents i shall say

you can't except me to change when you want me to change......

i'm not a COMPUTER......a computer will remove n delete when u ask them to...... they will erase it completely......

but i'm a HUMAN BEING!!!!!!when u ask me to change....some things just won't go away.............you can't expect me to do something that i don't like........some thing that i'm not 'connected'/'click' with........not to mention passion.......i know times are hard now.........it's not that i don't understand........i just can't accept the fact that you want me to do something that i don't like..........something that i know i'm gonna drown there if i go there............something that i'll not do well.........quit saying that i'm not being considerate here...........=/

i don't want a job that can make me a millionaire..............i just want something that makes me happy,satisfying and that i'm passionate about.........even if i will end up having nothing to eat.........as long as i still have what i believe in and what i'm passionate about......that's enough for me...

because i'm happy i'm satisfy with my life............

why do i need a trillion dollars if i don't have them??

maybe it's because you come from a very bad financial background and you're scare going back there again.........but for me, i just wanna make goood use of what God had given me as a gift and talents..it's that wrong??at the end of the day.....i don't wanna regret saying why i didnt go for what i believe n passionate about.........

without some things in life.......life just ain't complete.....some things are like my life to me.........without it........NO LIFE!!!!!!

i know that Jesus says in that bible that we must obey our parents like how we obey Him.....and in Colossians 3:20 says 'Children,always obey you parents,for this pleases the Lord'......but......

so many people around me....examples most of my friends.....some let go of something they once sooo passionate about.......something that they can't live without...........but they let go........because of some reasons.........

but i don't wanna let go.........i don't wanna let go of something that i can't survive with....'cause they're indelible......cannot be erased or removed....no matter what happens tomorrow........i thank You, God =D

*dreams are meant to be hard........you just have to keep going for it no matter what happens

**i promise i'll work hard and give y'all a life that both of y'all deserve and i promise to mean it

Tangled

2010-12-10T09:51:00.001+08:00

7 AM, the usual morning lineup
Start on the chores and sweep 'til the floor's all clean
Polish and wax, do laundry, and mop and shine up
Sweep again, and by then it's like 7:15

And so I'll read a book
Or maybe two or three
I'll add a few new paintings to my gallery
I'll play guitar and knit
And cook and basically
Just wonder when will my life begin?

Then after lunch it's puzzles and darts and baking
Paper mache, a bit of ballet and chess
Pottery and ventriloquy, candle making
Then I'll stretch, maybe sketch, take a climb
Sew a dress!

And I'll reread the books
If I have time to spare
I'll paint the walls some more
I'm sure there's room somewhere
And then I'll brush and brush
and brush and brush my hair
Stuck in the same place I've always been

And I'll keep wanderin' and wanderin'
And wanderin' and wonderin'
When will my life begin?

And tomorrow night
Lights will appear
Just like they do on my birthday each year
What is it like
Out there where they glow?
Now that I'm older
Mother might just
Let me go...

♥

CS LEWIS Song

2010-09-10T14:22:00.006+08:00

If I find in myself desires nothing in this world can satisfy

I can only conclude that I was not made for here

If the flesh that I fight is at best only light and momentary

Then of course I’ll feel nude when to where I’m destined I’m compared

Speak to me in the light of the dawn

Mercy comes with the morning

I will sigh and with all creation groan

As I wait for hope to come for me

Am I lost or just less found,

On the straight or on the roundabout of the wrong way?

Is this a soul that stirs in me,

Is it breaking free, wanting to come alive?

‘Cause my comfort would prefer for me to be numb

And avoid the impending birth

Of who I was born to become

For we, we are not long here

Our time is but a breath

So we better breathe it

And I, I was made to live

I was made to love

I was made to know you

Hope is coming for me

What We Believe

2010-08-27T13:20:00.001+08:00

We believe that the Bible is God's Word. It is accurate, authoritative and applicable to our everyday lives.

We believe in one eternal God who is the Creator of all things. He exists in three Persons: God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. He is totally loving and completely holy.

We believe that sin has separated each of us from God and His purpose for our lives.

We believe that the Lord Jesus Christ as both God and man is the only One who can reconcile us to God. He lived a sinless and exemplary life, died on the cross in our place, and rose again to prove His victory and empower us for life.

We believe that in order to receive forgiveness and the 'new birth' we must repent of our sins, believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, and submit to His will for our lives.

We believe that in order to live the holy and fruitful lives that God intends for us, we need to be filled with the power of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit enables us to use spiritual gifts, including speaking in tongues.

We believe in the power and significance of the Church and the necessity of believers to meet regularly together for fellowship, prayer and the 'breaking of bread'.

We believe that God has individually equipped us so that we can successfully achieve His purpose for our lives which is to worship God, fulfil our role in the Church and serve the community in which we live.

We believe that God wants to heal and transform us so that we can live healthy and blessed lives in order to help others more effectively.

We believe that our eternal destination of either Heaven or hell is determined by our response to the Lord Jesus Christ.

We believe that the Lord Jesus Christ is coming back again as He promised.

**Adopted from HILLS CHURCH

HILLSONG LIVE @ IPOH

2010-08-14T14:17:00.005+08:00

CHAINS BE BROKEN...
LIVES BE HEALED...
EYES BE OPENED...
CHRIST IS REVEALED...

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DO THE MOST AFTER HILLSONG LIVE @ IPOH IS OVER????I KEEP ON WORSHIPPING HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!OKAY...I MUST ADMIT IT.....THIS SONG IS MY FAVORITE SONG NOW.....I KEEP ON SINGING THIS........N KEEP ON LISTENING TO IT TOO....WOWWW......JUST WOOWW...UNBELIEVABLE....THE WHOLE HILLSONG THING IS OVER....BUT..IT STILL WOWS ME....YA..FOR REAL....I STILL FEEL VERY EXCITED 'BOUT THE WHOLE THING EVENTHOUGH IT'S OVER..that's GREAT,right???WOW!!THAT'S UNBELIEVABLE!!IM STILL SPEECHLESS..well i guess i have 2 of the best days with God..wow,i still can't believe i was part of the history making person,i think everyone of us feel awesome,new,fresh and love by GOD once again..each and every one who came were touched...and i must say i'm really glad that so many people got saved and accepted Him into their daily lives..i could really feel that everyone was worshipping Him from their heart..crying out for Him..being a VOL-UN-TEER is the best decision i made for the past 17 years of my life..thank you so much of that opportunity,shall we say that ONCE A UNITE+CONQUER VOLUNTEER WILL ALWAYS BE A UNITE+CONQUER VOLUNTEER AND HISTORY MAKER??GOD IS DEFINITELY MOVING..and i finally confirmed myself that what makes me happy and what i enjoy the most is serving and worshipping Him.Thank you God all glory goes to You,thank you ps. Ken and Priscilla and the volunteers for everything that you guys have done to impact this city and nation,most of all thank you HILLSONG AUSTRALIA for the worship moment that will last a lifetime in our hearts.......

I CAN REALLY SAY THIS AFTER THE WHOLE HILLSONG THING TO THE WORLD...

ALL I WANA DO AFTER SPM IS TO LET THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW 'BOUT GOD...ALL I WANA DO IS TO LEAD THE PEOPLE INTO GOD'S KINGDOM BY WORSHIPPING HIM....BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I WANA DO MOST AND THATS WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY AND THATS WHAT I ADORE THE MOST IN MY LIFE........MUM SAW ON NEWSPAPER 'BOUT HILLSONG.....I TOLD HER 'BOUT THIS HILLSONG COLLEGE THING...YOU KNOW WHAT???IT'S RM14,000 ++ FOR A YEAR FEES ONLY...AND I COMPARE IT TO MY BRO'S FEES IN A LOCAL COLLEGE IT'S HIS 1 SEMESTER'S WHICH IS 3-6 MONTHS FEES!!!!
MY MUM SAID:'SO CHEAP AR'???
ME:YALA...
MUM:THEN AFTER U GRADUATE U SING FOR 'EM LA RITE??
ME:OF COURSE LAR....
MUM:WE STILL CNT AFFORD IT...
ME:=(

THIS WOULD BE MY EVERYDAY'S PRAYER STARTING NOW........I ALWAYS WANTED TO TAKE UP MUSIC AFTER SPM....BT....MY MAJOR IS NOT PIANO BCZ I LEARN ELECTONE ORGAN IN YAMAHA...AND MOST OF THE CONSERVATORIES ONLY TAKE CLASSICAL INSTRUMENT PLAYERS.....SO IF I CONTINUE..I'LL HAVE TO CHOOSE BUT STICK BACK TO YAMAHA...WHICH I'M HAPPY WITH ACTUALLY....BUT IT'S HARD TO GET IN TOO....IF IM GOIN TO HILLSONG COLLEGE...I'LL TAKE UP WORSHIP MUSIC.....IT'S WORSHIP + MUSIC I GUESS.....IT'S 2 OF THE THINGS I ENJOYED THE MOST IN MY LIFE.......BEST OF THE BOTH WORLDS EH?????

YOU'LL COME...
LET YOUR GLORY FALL...
AS YOU RESPOND...TO US...
SPIRIT RAIN...
FLOOD INTO OUR THIRSTY HEART AGAIN...
YOU'LL COME...YOU'LL COME...

Psalmist Generation '10

2010-06-18T22:36:00.005+08:00

case 1 :

1,
1,2,1
1,2,3,2,1
1,2,3,4,3,2,1
1,2,3,4,5,4,3,2,1
1,2,3,4,5,6,5,4,3,2,1
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,6,5,4,3,2,1
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1

1,
1,2,1
1,2,<,2,1
1,2,<,4,<,2,1
1,2,<,4,>,4,3,2,1
1,2,<,4,>,6,>,4,<,2,1
1,2,<,4,>,6,*,6,>,4,<,2,1
1,2,<,4,>,6,*,8,*,6,>,4,<,2,1

case 2 :

me:i want to buy the good news bible....bt i dnt think i hv enuf $$$$...do u think is worth buyin???
Audrey:worth la ok????my bible also rm20++ la...sumore tis 1 is hardcover 1 wor wei...mine 1 nt even hardcover....
me:hmmmm......ok thn.....

>flippin through the pages of the bible<

Rev Richard:You want the bible?
me:Yea
R.Richard:It's rm29...erm....i sell it to u rm28 la..
me:Bt uncle....i only hv rm20 inside my wallet,really wan,u see...

*i really showed him my wallet*

R.Richard:Aiyar,no nid to see la.....noddin
me:So....okay?????so....rm20 k????

^R.Richard nodded n looked at his wife^

R.Richard's wife:haha...u nid to stay here with us all nite for tat.....=)

(Audrey Chan kept on sayin tat it's nice n tellin everyone what i hd done...n said tat she's gona blog tat...bt...she didnt)

case 3 :

Day 1-Jeffrey:'Psalmist Generation '10 tee shirts for sell only for rm 25 so go grab 'em nw....we hv all sorts of colour for u(red,grey,white)....
Jeff:U bought ur tee shirt d??
me:no...u knw y??bcz i wan the black 1(the event team tee)
Jeff:Aiyor,sry lar...its nt for sale..u knw y???bcz nah.....(he showed me the word event team at the back of the shirt)....
me:=,=

Day 2(nite)-Jeff:'Psalmist Generation '10 tee shirt for sale for only rm20.......rm20...do go n buy 'em..er..tis is our last price cut d cz its the original price so we cnt go further anymore...
me:YEAH!!!!!LUCKILY I HVN BOUGHT!!!!!!!!!!

Day 3-Jeff:1 good news..they r a lot of ppl sayin they wanted the black tee so erm.....we're goin to sell 'em also lar har...for also rm20 only...
me:=,=...1st said nt for sell n it's rm25...nw it's the last day n u say u're goin to sell the event team tee...wat la...next year,dnt care event team or nt nid to be the same 1,if nt i wnt buy...........=P

p/s:case 2 n 3 says tat im better thn Audrey Chan whn it cms to bargain n being a consumer...HAHAX...she gt the tee for rm25 bcz she bought straight away on the 1st day n i bought it on the 2nd nite.....=P
plz do rmb u still owe me rm10......hv a nice trip @ Indonesia n congrats on ur distiction............(u make me feel bad) =(

p/s/s:I ♥ CHURCH OF OUR SAVIOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!THEY ARE AWESOME IN WHATEVER WAYS!!!!!!!!!!WISH TO VISIT 'EM @ DEC!!!!!!!!!WOO~~~~
=)

p/s/s/s:HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Y DO U WANA LEAVE ME????? =(

i rmb......

2010-06-10T09:32:00.004+08:00

is it over yet????
cn i open my eyes????

i rmb.......i rmb....before this even started....i rmb...the second i stopped and walk into tat place....i rmb the second i met with the examiners...i rmb the second i smile with 1 of the examiners....i rmb the second i texted Jen to pray with me....i second i wore the necklace.......i rmb the second i sat on the chair...i rmb being alone at tat place.....i rmb callin ur help....i rmb u talked to me and calmed me down......i rmb the second i wrote the title of my pieces on tat paper......i rmb the kinda cute guy to call me to calm down....i rmb the second one of the examiner gv me the impro score n asked me to read it for 5 minutes........i rmb the second whn 1 of the examiners asked to go into tat room.....i rmb the walk into tst room......i rmb my 1st look at the room....i rmb the placing of the electones n pianos there very clearly.....i rmb the table of the examiner n the greetings they gave me.....i rmb the second i played the impro score with so bad tat i dnt even wanted to recall......i rmb the time whn i was asked to play my pieces n arrangement...n the time whn i looked at the sunshine frm the window whn i played my pieces n it was nt tat well anymore ...i rmb the time i played the sight playing score whn i repeat n repeat n repeat.....i rmb the examiner's voice during hearing.....i rmb the 2 examiners voice so clearly....n their whisper.....n the voices whn they cleared their voice.......i rmb so clearly....the time whn i said to myself im so bad everytime i finish 1 section....i rmb the walk to outside of tat room.......i rmb the time i saw so many children were waitin for their turn to go in.....i rmb the walk down of the stairway.....i rmb the exhales i hd during thn......i rmb 1 of the staff of tat place told me to wait....i rmb the second i took of the necklace.....i rmb the time whn i called my mum to fetch me...
n she asked me :'cn d lar???hw was it????
the curiosity she hd...
i rmb i answered her.....:'ok'
'hw do u knw it's ok??'
n my tears rolled down n said :'ok lar'...
i rmb the relieve she hd n the happiness.....
i rmb the little children who already hd their chances n walked down n said tat :'I hd F major for..........'
i rmb the time i was so disappointed at myself whn i was still in tat place......i rmb the second i walked into the music @ my skul....n the second i cried whn we were singin 'when you believe' frm the movie prince of Egypt....i rmb the second i asked my junior whether she hd experinced before the feelin of so disappointed at herself.....i rmb the looked on the scores of the songs tat we're goin to sing during our concert.....i rmb thn the time whn i was hvin my exam in tat room n felt bad......i rmb i dnt hv the mood to sing anythin anymore cz it reminds of my exam......i rmb the ride to jj to meet Jen,Aud,Xin Ying n Wai Sze....the songs the cm on air on the radio station...tellin me to be strong n sm even tell me to cry it out loud......i rmb the walk to jj n i felt like cryin.....i rmb i time i met Jen they all @ Espirit n i simply asked where's Wen En n i answered myself she's @ kl hvin her exam too like me....n i rmb the second i finised tat sentence it reminds me of my own exam juz nw n tried to be strong in front of 'em n smile with 'em.....i rmb the time whn
Jen asked me :'So hw r u Joanne???good???'
n i answered back n said in a very soft voice tat :'im good'.....
i rmb i wanted to eat the pasta with 1 hand....bcz i was down....i rmb i smiled n laughed so tat no one will knw tat im nt ok......
i rmb the time Aud ask me :'hws ur organ exam?'
n i said: 'it's ok ler'.........
i rmb the time whn only me n Aud hd ice-cream together n i told her tat im nt ok....tat im very sad....n i cried while eatin the ice-cream....i rmb the talk with Aud whn we're eatin ice-cream
n she said:'wont fail 1 lar....so easy to fail meh....'
n everything like:'dnt like this lar......eat ice-cream must b happy 1.....'
n i replied :'sad thn only eat ice-cream mah......'
n the time i stopped cryin......
the time i said to her tat 'I CNT FAIL'............
n cried again.....
i rmb the time whn i reached hm n she said to me...
'called Ms Khen(my piano teacher)n say tat u're goin to take grade 5....'
i rmb the time whn i almost cried thn..........
it's a pure dark chocolate day..............bt....i thanked GOD......n i needed to be alone n dnt talk to anyone for 1 whole day.........

Destiny Hope Cyrus

2010-05-09T19:00:00.002+08:00

im totally nt a Miley Cyrus or Hannah Montana fan.....i kinda DISLIKE her actually.....i think her personality always change.....smtms she's so princess,smtms she's so LC bcz she's so rich....bt smtms she's so nice....for example Charity stuff,she gv all she could to help them.....do u knw tat she meet up with her fans tat were diagnosed brain cancer or other diseases bcz their last wish before they die is to see her personally!!!!!!well......i dnt like her being Hannah Montana.....okay..i hv to admit tat i dnt like her voice in sm songs cz it's too harsh....lol.....bt there sm songs tat fitted her voice perfectly like the climb, party in USA n when i look at you.........so im juz gona intro tis song.....n she's nt tat bad actually.......she's juz being herself........=)
ooohhh n her actual name it's actually Destiny Hope Cyrus........swtt rite??????

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...

HELLO BLOGGIE!!!!!

2010-04-30T21:42:00.011+08:00

im still feelin the rain fall
and bouncin off my skin
how long do i hv to wait for
the sun to shine again
come on paint me the rainbows
i cn follow it
i dnt knw where i'll take me
bt i like wonderin......

i saw tis @ my skul 2day.......at 1st my fren was like...gt rainbow r.....n i was like...where where?? bcz u cnt act see it @ tat spot where i was which was the canteen....thn whn i started walkin to my classroom.....i dnt knw y bt sm how i juz automatically turn my head and look @ the sky........n there it was!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!IT'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW I'VE EVER SEEN!!!!SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!N THERE'S 2!!!!!well......majority only see 1 bcz the other 1 was quite transparent!!!lol.....whn i arived....i was like...eh,u see, gt 2 rainbows er.....n 1 of my friend was like....where?????1 only mah where gt 2??....i kept on pointin n say...neh neh neh.....bt she didnt managed to see it so.....i dnt knw y bt most of my Christian friends saw 2...bt the ppl say only gt 1...i think it's a hint....n God is tryin to tell me smthin....whn i was @ the spy camp,n it's devotion time,it was my 1st tm to act see the sun rise....i cnt concentrate bcz the of the scenery........i felt like He was tellin me smthin whn the wind blows n the sound of the water cmin to the seashore..........it was awesome.....i hd seen so many God's natural mystic startin thn....frm the beach scenery...to the dark sky where there's only 1 full moon n only 1 star whn i was headin to skul....i always look @ the sky whn i go to skul.....it's a habit.....to the rainbows this morning...........i think i knw wat God is tryin to tell me....bt im nt really sure.........bt i'll keep on thinkin bout it...............=)))))

skul ISCF meetin juz nw.....thank you so much for Pn Mariana for cmin n willin to share her testimony with us.......it's kinda of a....'telephone' call.....cz i cnt say it's a wake up call cz i think im nt tat far frm God after i've experienced so many things frm Him.........3 ppl are goin to share their testimony next week.....if there's no choir tat week...............THANK YOU PN MARIANE LOPEZ!!!!!!!!!!!=).....HOPE TAT UR SON WILL B OKAY..........

MY GRADE 6 EXAM IS ONLY 1 MONTH AWAY...................AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..........IM SUPER STRESS!!!!!BCZ BOTH SPM N THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO IMPORTANT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HEREBY SAY TAT I DEPEND 100% ON BOTH OF THESE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!MEL PRAYED TAT I WONT PANIC N DO MY BEST.......N KEEP ON TRUSTIN JESUS...............IM KEEPIN MY FINGERS CROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'll end up with Lady Antebellum , Jason Derulo n Kelly Clarkson............do u knw tat 16 THOUSAND PPL WENT TO SEE KELLY @ 25TH LAST SUN???????????????????SHE'S AWESOME.....I WISH I WAS THERE................=(((((((((((((
anyway....im startin to love Lady Antebellum n Jason Derulo.......JUST CNT STOP SINGIN THEIR SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ALL GLORY GOES TO GOD!!!!!!

'it's a quarter after 1,im all alone and i need u now'.......

'in my head,i see you all over me,in my head'.........

'all i ever wanted,all i ever wanted was a simple way to get over you'.......

p/s......there's another 1 joinin my on screen sweetheart list.............LOL!!!!

LOGAN LERMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAYAYA...... THE PERCY JACKSON GUY!!!!!!!!!btw......he's only 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHH...................

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Teddies Mean A Lot to Me Now

2010-03-15T11:32:00.001+08:00

what can i say??????im so EXCITED & REFRESH about the BRAND NEW ME........ after the 3 days of worship & music workshop......i think everyone who went and completed the whole course i mean......erm....if u left half way and didnt experienced the climax which is the last event of the whole workshop......well i think it's a waste cz everyone who completed the course IS TOTALLY A DIFFERENT PERSON before that event even happen......we went in like 8 smthin...tat means before we enter the Santuary.....we are a different person and after the whole thing ended and it's like 10 smthin....all of us are like NEW BORN BABIES!!!!!!!!!!!more details later.......well i heard that CHANGE YOUR WORLD also CHANGE PEOPLE that same time.......so conclusion is EVERYONE WHO WENT THE TWO EVENTS ARE CHANGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D
=)

A Place In This World

2010-02-26T12:11:00.002+08:00

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me,Cause I'm still trying to figure it out.Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking.Trying to see through the rain coming down.Even though I'm not the only one,Who feels the way I do.

I'm alone, on my own,(actually im not) and that's all I know,I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on.I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in This World.

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans,And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine,Could you tell me what more do I need.And tomorrow's just a mystery, OH YEAH!
But that's ok

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly

King of All Days

2010-02-04T21:21:00.002+08:00

In Your surrender
As You laid down Your life
You took up a sinner's cross
And Your life rescued mine

In this redemption
Love and mercy displayed
You lifted my eyes to see
That Your truth never fails

Lord of the heavens
King of all days
Without You my world slips away
Redeemed by Your mercy
Consumed by Your grace
Now I live for You

I'm found in the arms of love
For Your love
It has saved my soul
I'll run to Your arms of love
Your light's gonna lead me home

Glorious Saviour
In Your light I am free
The things of this world will fade
Still You are all that I need

At Your cross
I lay my burdens
At Your feet
Where Your love covers
All I've done
Now I walk with You Lord

Thank You................

2010-01-16T11:51:00.003+08:00

No weeping no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now
You hold me now........................

well...i know it's been a while since my last serious post...well....the reason i stop blog a serious post is bcz i dnt wan ppl to knw hw i really feel inside....whn i 1st started tis blog thingy....every single post is really wat i feel inside....there....hmm...im tat kind of ppl who dnt like to say wat i feel inside to anybody,anyone.....cz i dnt wan 'em to see me differently....the always laugh...always joke....MAD PPL....i dnt wan ppl to knw hw i feel is bcz i dnt wan the ppl around me...the ppl tat i care for...the ppl tat i love....the ppl tat i adore to be hurt or worst.......everytm i see smbody's sad....i will b sad....i dnt knw why tis happen bt....i juz felt the same way the felt......whn they're sad....im sad....whn they're happy....n even im nt happy i will feel happy too..........it's weird bt it's true...........everytm i see smbody's sad....i wana take their pain away n put it on me.....i juz dun wana see ppl sad............cz to me everyone DESERVE TO BE HAPPY............i duno why i wana post all of tis here........i think it's God's will.......my life it's getting n better since i have HIM in my life...... although it's hard sometimes bt.........i gave it all to HIM.....I TRUST HIM THAT HE'LL TAKE ME TO A PLACE THAT I NEVER IMAGINE THAT I COULD GO..........I TRUST HIM THAT EVERYTHING THAT HE DOES.....HE DOES IT BECZ HE LOVE ME......i used to hate ppl to hate me.....or dislike me.......now smthing tells me that IT'S OKAY.........i knw that even the whole world hates me.........there's still someone who will always stand by me......n believe me........i learn smthing frm HIM EVERYDAY........n today....HE TOLD ME TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF......N SMILE.......EVEN WHEN U DON'T FEEL LIKE IT........CZ U CAN CHANGE THE WORLD.....WITH A RANDOM KIND OF KINDNESS EVERYDAY...........I WANA THANK HIM FOR CMING TO MY LIFE......N CHANGE ME............=)

Jesus, Beautiful Saviour,
God of all Majesty,
Risen king,
Lamb of God,
Holy and righteous,
Blessed redeemer,
Bright morning star

All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful, how beautiful,
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name, Jesus

I will sing forever, Jesus I love you, Jesus I love you

Hillsong says:

2010-01-09T15:07:00.003+08:00

So what would a church with no wall look like?It looks like justice not ignoring poverty or hunger or the person mext to me on the subway.Where faith translates to praise,and our inadequacies kneel down at the feet of the King.Where my wants,my needs,my aims and my ambitions bows to His.Worship that is made simple,plain,effective,fair,honest,righteous,moral and authentic.Worship that calls across the Earth leaving redemption in its wake.

*This is our lastest project from Hillsong United What God is doin in us,is our story but what you choose to do with it......is yours.This is our heart cry,our soul hope,and our certainty.

MY BIRTHDAY PROFILE

2009-11-30T21:23:00.003+08:00

I've been living for 16 years, 1 months, and 9 days.

I was born on a Thursday.

My date of conception was probably 28th January 1993.

I've seen 4 leap years.

My Zodiac Sign is Libra

My Chinese Zodiac Sign is Rooster.

My Ruling Planet is Venus.

My Birthstone is Opal

My Birth Flower is Calendula.

My Birth Tree is Maple Tree.

My Birth Number is 8.

Time till my next Birthday 324 days 6 hours 42 mins.

My Lucky Color is Blue or Pink.

My Lucky Day is Friday.

My Lucky Number is Six.

I WASTE TIME !!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-30T21:08:00.001+08:00

I aM approximately wasting 13.17 hours daily
or 200.24 days in a year in not very worthwhile activities.
At this rate, now on, I will waste 54.86% of MY life.

The Earth is my temporary home

2009-11-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

Little boy, 6 years old
A little too used to bein' alone
Another new mom and dad,another school
Another house that'll never be home
When people ask him how he likes this place
He looks up and says with a smile upon his face

"This is my temporary home
It's not where I belong
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through
This is just a stop, on the way to where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know this is my
Temporary Home."

Young mom on her own
She needs a little help got nowhere to go
She's lookin' for a job, lookin' for a way out
Because a half-way house will never be a home
At night she whispers to her baby girl
Someday we'll find a place here in this world

"This is our temporary home
It's not where we belong
Windows and rooms that we're passin' through
This is just a stop, on the way to where we're going
I'm not afraid because I know this is our
Temporary Home."

Old man, hospital bed
The room is filled with people he loves
And he whispers don't cry for me
I'll see you all someday
He looks up and says "I can see God's face"

"This is my temporary Home
It's not where I belong
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through
This was just a stop,on the way To where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know this was
My temporary home."

This is our temporary home

Star.............

2009-11-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

I feel the wind blow in this place
There i see the stars
Beyond this window pane
Shining so bright
Here in this night
Here i feel the sense of love
Deep in my heart I cry for you
Every tear that falls feels like a wound
The stars in the skies gently shines
Taking away my pain

I hear a voice gently saying "Don't be afraid"
I feel the warmth come over me
As i sleep in their embrace
And even though i do not have the strength to go on
Even though i try to hold on
This love will never ever be meant for me
But i'll keep on smiling
Even though my dreams won't come true
I'll remember every moment with you
Like the stars that shines forever
I'll treasure my love for you

"Wheel Of The World"

2009-09-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

Love goes out, out like a light
Out like a flame, and you can't find it anymore
Just when you think it's lost in the rain
It comes back knocking at your door

It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around

God put us here on this carnival ride
We close our eyes
Never knowing where it will take us next
Babies are born and at the same time, someone's taking their last breath

It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around

In the blink of an eye
It can change your life
And it never even slows down

It's the wheel of the world

I don't know what it is
I'm flying high
Then I'm wondering why I'm sinking on this ship, going down
Life keeps on moving anyway

It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around
And around
It's the wheel of the world turning around

It can open your heart
It can break you apart
And it never even slows down

It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around

PRO MUSICA 2009

2009-08-24T10:33:00.006+08:00

went to Syuen hotel last sat(22/08/09) to d erm......PRO MUSICA 2009..............which is unbelievable................amazing................juz ask those who went............u'll knw wat u had lost..............enjoy..................

the crazy ppl..................................

*wan more photos?????????????????its all @ facebook >_<

AMC GT H1N1???????????????

2009-08-15T16:15:00.002+08:00

well.............erm......yesterday nite i received 2 super duper very WEIRD msg frm Tong Sook Sien n Yong Chee Yan..........it's like tis...................

"to all AMC students,our skul oredi hav ppl confirm gt H1N1, skul had annnouced

tat all ppl wear mask on next monday.Pls 4ward to ur frens. Thx"

i was like...............WAT???????????????????sO sTUPID man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wear mask?????????????????????????u serious r?????????????i mean including the teachers r???????????????????????????????????????so many things in my brain man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tatz y i didnt forward 'em...................haha.......so dnt blame me if u guys didnt knw k????????hahah.........................bt i think nt much ppl will wear 1 lor......sesak nafas la...........i'll b d 1st 1 NOT to wear d mask......................seriously...............la i mean reali 1 wor.............i believe tat tis is ur...........ur............erm.........hw to say leh??????????DESTINY!!!!!!!!!!!if u r destined to hv it........thn u'll hv it......it's all WRITTEN BY GOD.........

DRINKING WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH

2009-07-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

DRINKING WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH

D RINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH

It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven its value.. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases:
Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases.

METHOD OF TREATMENT
1.. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water
2.. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minute
3. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal.
4. After 15 minutes of breakfast, lunch and dinner do not eat or drink anything for 2 hours
5. Those who are old or sick and are unable to drink 4 glasses of water at the beginning may commence by taking little water and gradually increase it to 4 glasses per day.
6. The above method of treatment will cure diseases of the sick and others can enjoy a healthy life.

The following list gives the number of days of treatment required to cure/control/reduce main diseases:

1.. High Blood Pressure (30 days)

2. Gastric (10 days)

3. Diabetes (30 days)

4. Constipation (10 days)

5. Cancer (180 days)

6. TB (90 days)

7. Arthritis patients should follow the above treatment only for 3 days in the 1st week, and from 2nd week onwards – daily..

This treatment method has no side effects, however at the commencement of treatment you may have to urinate a few times.

It is better if we continue this and make this procedure as a routine work in our life.. Drink Water and Stay healthy and Active.

This makes sense ... The Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals ..not cold water... Maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating!!! Nothing to lose, everything to gain...

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.
It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. H owever, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion.

Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food... It will line the intestine.
Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.

A serious note about heart attacks:

· Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting,

· Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.

· You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack.

· Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.

· 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up..

· Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep.. Let's be careful and be aware.. The more we know, the better chance we could survive....

A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to everyone they know, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life...

Hannah Montana

2009-07-15T21:49:00.005+08:00

hmm............well.............i dnt REALLY like Miley Cyrus.....aka Hannah Montana.........bt i really muz admit tat i SUPER DUPER LLLLLLLLLUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oh well......i guess this really change my opinion bout her..............it's a good thing...........i think......enjoy ya!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith

NEVER ALONE

2009-06-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it's time to go home
May you always have plenty
The glass never empty
Know in your belly
You're never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth having
As every year passes
They mean more than gold
May you win and stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

Well, I have to be honest
As much as I wanted
I'm not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow
So when hard times have found you
And your fear surrounds you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it's time to go home
And when hard times have found you
And your fear surrounds you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

PROUD OF MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-22T17:35:00.004+08:00

IM SUPER-DUPER PROUD OF MYSELF!!!!!!bcoz of d starwalk thingy......haha......aiya 1st time join mah......swtt rite??????ya......iKNW......bt...10 km wor...to me is very gud d la......hehe......anyway i gt d cert......so d pain is worth it la... ...haha......after i finish......i immediately rushed to d 100 plus counter n take 2 cups......haha......well i walked with Grace , Annabelle n 1 of their frenz......aiyo......they r......really r......i think i should category 'em in d 'kurang matang' category......haha... ...bt i also gt gila with 'em smtms......erm......mayb 6/10 la......for example......they walk-jog-walk-run......do they knw tat it wil use up more of their muscles n energy??????oh well......mayb they duno......smtms i gt run n jog wif 'em......bt whn i dnt join 'em......n they r quite far frm me......i'll jog n catch up whn they r walkin......thn whn i reach 'em......i'll shout tis:RUN RRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!smtms they juz walk n laugh......bt most of d tm whn i say tat......they'll run......swtt rite??????thn whn they're ahead...... n i dun wanna gila with 'em,i joined Judith n Hui Ting......thn......Judith ended up walkin alone bcoz me n Hui Ting were too slow......lolollllllloool......yup......i ended up walkin wif Hui Ting only......it's quite gud i think coz we saling cheer each other to move faster n faster......til d end......bt she didnt get the cert coz FINISH ADI!!!!!!!!!!!!!u guys should juz look @ her sour face......well......mayb i'll take my dad's 1 n gv it her if my dad let me..................

* nex tm i wil b posting regardin on wat happen in MYF tat same day afternoon n so n so.................

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2009-06-20T09:27:00.006+08:00

EVERYTHING IS MEANINGLESS................................................................................

ECCLESIASTES 1:1

WHAT IS TWISTED............CANNOT BE STRAIGHTENED ;

WHAT IS LACKING............................................CANNOT BE COUNTED

ECCLESIASTES 1:15

AFTER TAT 'THING'................................................I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHO I AM NOW............................SORRY....................................JUST KEEP FEELING HELPLESS............................................................................

A.................B.......................C.................

2009-06-05T21:32:00.009+08:00

ok......so lets start tis by sayin hu gt go 2 tat ABC camp @ ABC school... ... f5 gt our beloved ketua Chow Li Yeang,thn gt Chan Yee Sum n Moke Yong Xin......f4 gt me,Ong Jia Min, Ng Wei Xin, Khong Pei Ni, Choong Xin Ci... ...after tat d f3 is Tan Kar Mun n Janice Teh Yin!!!!!!!!!!!!okie, so camp leh.............aiya act me also duno where t start la....................well d good thing 'bout this camp is i form an equation 'bout this camp.................listen carefully r....................too much food + no sleep at all - 99.99% lotsa bugs x do POWERPOINT till mad /(tis sign means divide) cnt b wif our own friends = SUFFERING.....................................................bt... ...there r smthing tats fun......like the station games... ...my team gt 3rd......nt bad act... ...we thought we'll get the last......lollllllllloooollllll n the prizes 4 d station games r............... ...............FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!(AGAIN) our box of food contains(chrysanthemum tea, corntoz, julie's peanut better biscuits & cintan mi satu)..............the good news is... ...my team 1st for the Powerpoint competition!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aka the ultimate challege...........bcoz of tat powerpoint......my team leader only sleep 1 hour n hor......he sleep @ the classroom we do the powerpoint summore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haihhhhhhh......kesian dia la... ...anyway gt 1st lebih baik nthing rite?haha......we gt 1 box fail each & cert summore lollllllllllloooooooooooooolll..........since there r only 2 purple colour there......i grabbed the purple immediately!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u knw our 'bed room' is on the 2nd floor n d classroom where we do d powerpoint is @ d groundfloor summore the aka shortcut road close d......wan us to go a big round......wel i think is gud also......cn exercise......bt very mah fan also......aiya 50% good n 50% mah fan la......im in group 6 well they're all 2gether 10 amc pps go to tis camp n there's 8 groups in a total each 1 of us is in a different group so its like 1 group only 1 amc pps there 1 amc d pps which is Moke Yong Xin,she's d group leader 4 group 1... ...1 skul sure gt 1 ppl b the leader of 1 group while Chan Yee Sum & Chow Li Yeang b the AJKs......haihhhhhhh... ...AJKs also quite charm 1 la act......coz they nid 2 ronda @ nite......bt only 4 1 hour la... ...nt much also la... ...they also nid to do those papers......aka brochure tis camp hor......all of us thought its gona b a very good n fun camp... ...bt whn we arived....................................n start 2 do the powerpoint..................all of us amc pps was like HAR??????????????????????????HUH????????????????????????OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!we thought mayb we'll only b doin tis 4 like maxi also 2-3 hours la......thn whn we found out we nid 2 do it till like frm 8-5.............like tat also ok la......bt thn they said:NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DO TILL MORNING...................................THIS IS THE 1 N ONLY CAMP TAT I'D EVER GO HOR......NID TO DO POWERPOINT 1 LORRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IT REALY R......aiyo.............duno wat to say la.............all of us super-duper LOVE our skul nw......after goin to tat camp......d ABC skul is BIG & HUGE & LARGE......bt it seems like still lack of smthing lor.........bt we duno wats tat......n we also duno y hor......at nite hor......so many those tiny-little bugs flying around everywhere(even the toilets)n they stick n bite 1 wor......BT HOR......IN THE MORNING WHN WE WAKE UP HOR......THE BUGS DISAPPEARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!n THE MOST AWFUL THING IS.......................ALL OF 'EM DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!INSIDE THE TOILETS RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THE TOILETS R FILL WITH THE LITTLE BUGS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW......SAKIT MATA LAhhhhhhhhhhhhh......just image it urself!!!!!!!!!ok......enuf of d disadvantage......here r the benefits tat i gt during tis camp......1......i found myself get along wif strangers very well(its both a good n bad thing act)......2......i feel more comfortable in speaking in front of strangers......*tats an advantage 4 my oral(wink)... ...well i 4gt to ask hw i did bt......i think its quite good gua......or nt also coz whn i read the information on the (izit called LCD or projector r? i face n spy the audience......oops! n the hakims......er dnt wana start tat)... ...3... ...i make more friends frm d other skuls......get along quite well also......hehe... ...4... ...this 1 is very important to me......MORE CONFIDENT!!!!!!!!!!!IN DOIN EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE... ...IM NT AFRAID ANYMORE!!!!!!... ...5......erm......nt all Malays or Indians or other races r totally bad......6......every1 belongs in different fields......example...sm ppl r gud in maths while sm ppl r gud in computer skills......7......u cn achieve anything if u just BELIEVE IN URSELF......n......8......EVERY1 IS GIFTED IN DIFFERENT WAYS......U JUZ NID TO KNW HW TO FIND IT......................................UR OWN TALENT URSELF.................................................u may start finding frm the alphabets A-Z................................

WESTERN & ASIAN APPROACHES TOWARDS LIFE......HAVE A BIG LAUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-01T21:20:00.004+08:00

Blue --> Westerner
Red --> Asian
Opinion

B: Talk to the point
R: Talk around the circle, especially if different opinions

Way of Life

B: individualism, think of himself or herself.
R: enjoy gathering with family and friends, solving their problems, and know each other's business (keh poh).

Punctuality

B: on time.
R: in time.

Contacts

B: Contact to related person only.
R: Contact everyone everywhere, business very successful.

Anger

B: Show that I am angry.
R: I am angry, but still smiling... (beware!)

Queue when Waiting

B: Queuing in an orderly manner.
R: Queuing?! What's that?

Sundays on the Road

B: Enjoy weekend relaxing peacefully.
R: Enjoy weekend in crowded places, like going to the mall.

Party

B: Only gather with their own group.
R: All focus on the one activity that is hosted by the CEO .

In the restaurant

B: Talk softly and gently in the restaurant.
R: Talk and laugh loudly like they own the restaurant.

Travelling

B: Love sightseeing and enjoy the scenery.
R: Taking picture is the most important, scenery is just for the background.

Handling of Problems

B: Take any steps to solve the problems.
R: Try to avoid conflicts, and if can, don't leave any trail.

Three meals a day

B: Good meal for once a day is sufficed.
R: At least 3 good meals a day.

Transportation

B: Before drove cars, now cycling for environmental protection.
R: Before no money and rode a bike, now got money and drive a car .

Elderly in day to day life

B: When old, there is snoopy for companionship.
R: When old, guarantee will not be lonely, as long as willing to baby-sit the grandkids.

Moods and Weather

B: The logic is: rain is pain.
R: The more the rain, more prosperity ..

The Boss

B: The boss is part of the team.
R: The boss is a Fierce god.

What's Trendy

B: Healthy Asian cuisine
R: Expensive Western cuisine.

The Child

B: The kid is going to be independent and make his/her own living.
R: Work, live and all for the kids, the centre of life.

TAGGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-31T20:42:00.006+08:00

tagged by ah Ton...... ... ... . . . . . .

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

ermmmmmmmmmmmm......face gua

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

haihhhhhh......lazy......feel like go bek to sleep again......bt gt scolded......haihhhh

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?

wah.........Jun Yeng and Hey Yue......during choir comp

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

50% no 50% yes lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

5. Will you ever donate blood ?

Yup......if will change/save tat person's life... ...im a kind person k!!!!!!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?

Yup...... ... ...

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?

er.............nope... ...OF COZ NT LA... ...bt......every1 wil go 1 day

8. What does your last text message say ?

Swt

9. What are you thinking right now ?

seriously......NOTHING!!!!!!

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

YUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?

12 SMTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!ARRRRRRRRRRR......EYE BAGS!!!!!!!!!!!

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

er......act r......im wearing my pajamas nw......n it's fill with hello kitty......lolll...erm...its a gift frm my

mum's friend in Singapore

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?

b4 tis ques no......after reading this ques... ...gt

14. Who was the last person who text you ?

hmmmmm......wait r......i go check......it's Grace!

10 LUCKY PPL TO DO THIS QUIZ...... ......

-BRO

-YAN YEE

-MY SHI FU

-LI SHING

-JEAN

-AH J

-JANE YI

-BERNICE

-LELAND

-ZHUANG-ZHUANG

YOU'RE NOT SORRY...... ... ...

2009-05-26T15:27:00.005+08:00

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
You're not sorry

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
You're not sorry

WORLD PARENTS DAY

2009-05-10T18:43:00.005+08:00

1st up......i would like 2 wish every single mum HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY... ...especially MY MUM!!!!!!let me tell smthing u guys dnt knw......Me n mY FaMiLy dNt CeLeBrAtE mOtHeR's NOR fAtHeR'S dAy EvErY YeAr... ...well......i cn say nt even once... ...i dnt knw y bt......it's kinda of like very weird la like celebrate it... ...n my mum still cook 2day......still do all d housework 2day... ...well......it's like a very-very extraodinary NORMAL DAY... ...it's also d same 4 father's day every year......btw talkin 'bout dad... ...HE SCOLDED ME 2DAY BCOZ OF D STUPID AUTOPAY MACHINE TAT 'EATS' HIS RM1......errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... ...bt......i gt over it anyway... ...SRY DAD......if it is possible... ...next time i will create a WORLD PARENTS' DAY......lolllllllllllllllllllllllllll... ...ya la......nt meh... ...we hv mother's day,father's day,valentine's day,birthday n so n so......so y cnt i create a parents' day??????n btw... ...i also menguntungkan para-para peniaga u knw??????talkin 'bout Jusco n tat stupid AUTOPAY machine......i menemukan 1 of my last year's choir senior in Popular!!!!!!below is d dialog:

xxx senior:Joanne!!!!!!Harlo..........................!!!!!!

me:A......HARLO,HARLO... ...hihihi......!!!!!!

(tat tm......my bro n dad were also there... ...n they're like very 'BU HAO YI SHI' like tat n they runaway 2 other places......)

xxx senior:Eh,i 2mr 1st day Form 6 r...... ... ...

me:reali??????no wonder u cm 2 popular la......u go Sam Tet r??????

xxx senior:haha,ya......dnt wry,i wont join choir 1 la... ...

me:y??????

xxx senior:har,coz very busy lor if i join d hua......btw wat status r u guyz in nw?negeri r?

me:no la.......tis tuesday only go Yuk Choy... ...4 daerah la......

xxx senior:har??????y tis year so slow 1??????

me:ya lor......i also dnt knw la... ...

xxx senior:A......my boyfriend r......

(act very ming sien tat 1 is her boyfriend adi lor)

me:OH......thn congratz-congratz 2 u!!!!!!

(her boyfriend was like very shy like tat)

CONVERSATION OFFICIALLY ENDED......=)

100 YEARS... ... ......=)

2009-05-04T18:03:00.005+08:00

IM 15 FOR A MOMENT

CAUGHT IN BETWEEN 10 & 20

AND IM JUST DREAMING

COUNTING THE WAYS TO WHERE YOU ARE

IM 22 FOR A MOMENT

AND SHE FEELS BETTER THAN EVER

AND WE'RE ON FIRE

MAKING OUR WAY BACK FROM MARS

15 THERE'S STILL TIME FOR YOU

TIME TO BUY AND TIME TO LOSE

15,THERE'S NEVER A WISH BETTER THAN THIS

WHEN YOU ONLY GOT 100 YEARS TO LIVE

IM 33 FOR A MOMENT

STILL THE MAN,BUT YOU SEE IM A ?THEY'

A KID ON THE WAY, BABE

A FAMILY ON MY MIND

IM 45 FOR A MOMENT

THE SEA IS HIGH

AND IM HEADING INTO A CRISIS

CHASING THE YEARS OF MY LIFE

15 THERE'S STILL TIME FOR YOU

TIME TO BUY AND TIME TO LOSE

WITHIN A MORNING STAR

15 IM ALRIGHT WITH YOU

15,THERE'S NEVER A WISH BETTER THAN THIS

WHEN YOU ONLY GOT A 100 YEARS TO LIVE

HALF THE TIME GOES BY

SUDDENLY YOU'RE WISE

ANOTHER BLINK OF EYE

67 IS GONE

THE SUN IS GETTING HIGH

WE'RE MOVING ON

IM 99 FOR A MOMENT

DYING FOR JUST ANOTHER MOMENT

AND IM JUST DREAMING

COUNTING THE WAYS TO WHERE YOU ARE

15 THERE'S STILL TIME FOR YOU

22 I FEEL HER TOO

33 YOU'RE ON YOUR WAY

EVERY DAY'S A NEW DAY

15 THERE'S STILL TIME FOR YOU

TIME TO BUY AND TIME TO CHOOSE

HEY 15,THERE'S NEVER A WISH BETTER THAN THIS

WHEN YOU ONLY GOT A 100 YEARS TO LIVE...... ... ... . . . . . .

PIANOS PIANOS N PIANOS......IM ALL 'BOUT IT... ...

2009-04-25T10:58:00.016+08:00

*1st n 2nd pic:Celesta

3rd n 4th pic:Clavinovas

5th pic:Grand piano

6th pic:Digital piano

7th-10th pic:Modus Series

11th pic:Upright piano

12th pic:Avant Upright piano(Hybrid piano)

13th pic:Avant Grand

14th pic:Avant Series

WHERE D HEART + D PLACE WHERE U BELONG = UR HOME IS

2009-04-15T17:16:00.005+08:00

home......is where the heart is... ...home is a place where u belong n u r most comfortable in......any1 cn find a home,bt each n every1 of us hv different ways of finding it... ...to me,home is a place where i cn find love,warmth n it's d savest place in d world......always... ...it's a place where i'm always loved n cared for......a place where i cn show my love to everyone n most importantly... ...it's a place where i dnt feel left out or alone......it's always sunny there... ...with no thunder nor rain or even black clouds......i cn always b myself whn im at home n i wouldn't hide anything whn im there... ...it's my land......n my place,i cn voice out anything tat's deep down inside my heart n all d ppl there will always listen to me whenever i need a listener by my side... ...i cn hv all d freedom i wan......bt... ...in a good way,n it's a place where i dnt feel unwanted......my home is d only place tat i wanna b coz it's d best place to b... ...my home is where i cn always do anything with n from my heart......my home is where i belong n every1 will b pleased whn im there n always welcome me... ...wat 'bout u??????hw's ur home??????izit similar/quite similar to mine??????or izit a totally different frm my home??????n always rmb tis guyz......UR HOUSE IS NT ALWAYS UR HOME... ...it reali depends on urself......here's d formulae 2 find ur own home:

HOME=where the heart is

=the place where u belong is wat u love most

=the person u love is where home is

*find ur real hm 2day =] =)

IT'S ONLY L-I-F-E......N LIFE'S LIKE TIS... ...

2009-03-16T15:42:00.003+08:00

Tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and you fall on your knees,
well get back on your feet ,yeah,
don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,don't run away,
it's only life.
you were always playing hard,
never could let down your guard,
you can't win, if you never give in,
to that voice within, saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah,
don't look away, don't run away ,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby it's only life.
take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it's only life,
i'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,it's only life,
oh..don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby, it's only life,
it's only life, it's only life,
don't look away...

*n most importantly......dnt regret... ...

PICTURES OF U(BRO)...PICTURES OF ME...AKA THIS IS 4 U (MY BRO)

2009-03-15T13:31:00.013+08:00

SWEET TIMES WITH MY BRO DURING CHILDHOOD... ...

*tis pic was taken in my grandmothers hs during CNY... ...u guys cn see la......all red,red,red

*tis pic is a little bit 'old' la coz as u guyz cn see the pic also 'kuning' d lo......erm...i cnt rmb who's leg is tat also...=p...btw we took tis photo in my uncle's hs...during CNY also...

*i dnt knw y my bro seems so happy in tis photo......mayb bcoz he gt a chance to hug me!!!!!!=p... ...tat cute little baby in white is my n...oOoOoO...i found bek my donald duck!!!!!!

*tis was the 1st tm n the last tm to genting till nw... ...so many years adi lo......genting dnt knw stil gt tat lion a nt leh???so...since i so cham...anyone wan 2 belanja me 2 go 2 genting a nt???=p

*the cute me n my bro......n also our bicycles!!!!!!well u cnt act see 'em =p... ...tat's our...'old' n undecorated hs...

*u guys see tis hs so nice n big......OF COZ... ...is nt my hs la =p...tat's my uncle's new hs tat tm...act im VERY SUPER DUPER SCARED of those...hmm...'lions' 1 lo......dnt knw y... ...till nw also very scared of 'em i er...just pretend nt to only...=p

*IS MY BRO KISSING ME??????OR WAT??????u guys cnt see me rite......i knw... ...i knw =)

*is he hugging me??????well tat's whn we r young......nw r... ...hug u??????next 1000 years la =p

*anybody recognize the scenery behind??????more grown up d la tis pic......so nt 'tat' funny =)

*i dnt knw wat 2 say about tis pic......i knw i look like a boy whn i was a baby la,k!!!!!!well my bro looks funni... ...lololllllllllooo...

THE END......of my kinda of slide show =p

*HOPE U GUYS LIKE IT... ...anyway if u dislike it also nvm......at least i think it's nice =p
signing off with a BABY MOOD...act i dnt knw wat's tat...just create this......mood... =p

IM AS BUSY AS A BUMBLE BEE......

2009-03-08T15:36:00.004+08:00

sry......sry... ...sry...guys...coz so long didnt update my blog d......haih... ...u guys knw la...so many things happen in 1 tm...very hard 2 choose which 1 2 do 1st 1 mah......tat's y didnt update lo... ...march test(although only 2 days bt nid 2 study 1 mah)...choir practice(every tues,fri n smtms thurs--- ---hvn add in practice 4 competition)...tuitions(every mon,tues n fri)......pps duties(every wed n these dayz nid 2 stay back 4 kempen banyak membaca's meeting sm more)... ...chinese lit. class(every fri)...haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...feels like no ME tm nowadayz......i think frm mon-fri... ...IM XTREAMLY SUPERLATIVE bUsY ON FRI!!!!!!a total no. of 4 things straight down 2 da end of the day...there r...choir(2-330)-chinese lit.(2-3)-math tt(4-630) n last bt nt least......piano class(7-830)... ...many things lehhhhhhhh...especially choir n chinese lit class...THERE'RE CRASH 2GETHER!!!!!!n i didnt attended the last last fri...haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......wat 2 do??????u guyz knw hw i make it a nt??????hehehhhhhhhhh... ...very ez only...choir start at 2,so i 145 like tat go there n wait la......thn wait till 215 thn go 2 chinese lit. lor... ...ez leh...tat's y im always late 4 chinese lit. lo...thn coz chinese lit. till 3 only mah......so after chinese it. class... ...run back 2 mph 4 choir till 330...hahahahhhhhhhhhhhhh... i knw i very smart la!!!!!!thank u thank u......haihhhhhhhhh... ...thn nid 2 run 4 math tuition sm more...well...act i dnt quite like math tuition lor......bt my mum say go there n try whether my math gt improve a nt mah... ...so mai go lo...act tat teacher very good 1...BT VERY SCARY LO......including all the ppl n the teacher... ...if u wan 2 go there n take tuition class r...U NID 2 B SUPER DUPER FAST IN MATH man!!!!!!if u're slow......she'll scold u or kick u out of the class 1 rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... ...u guys knw hw good is my math 1 la...bt i cn still survive there although im......S-L-O-W... ...coz tat teacher is my bro's ex-teacher mah...so cn survive lo...n last fri ho......4 more cm in 2 da class er!!!!!!out of 4... ...3 of them r frm my class man!!!!!!die lo me..........................die lo...........................they're those mouth super duper active ppl...non-stop taking 4 24/7 1!!!!!!haih.................n the teacher told us i mean the new 1's well she consider im 1 of them n she told us if we wanna 'kekal' there......the minimum marks 4 both modern maths n add maths will be 85!!!!!!85 MAN PPL!!!!!!n the teacher say like this:'Minimum 85 marks in my class,okay Joanne??????Can get it or not??????'at tat moment i was FREEZE!!!!!!i answer nthing... ...just anguk my kepala n say...'MMMM'...i was like:'damn lor,85 marks eh!!!!!!'so u guyz say lo......scary a nt tat place??????well... ...she's a very good math teacher la...i really cnt deny tat truth la...ok......so tat's math thn there's another addition thing 2 my life nw... ...which is...D-R-A-M-A...yea......drama... ...act im nt involve 1,bt Natelie kinda of invite me so i nw drama gt another part of my tm d...well...i like drama so b4 i went 2 the workshop yesterday in skul i thought it's kinda ez......bt i found out tat DRAMA IS NT AS EZ AS WAT WE(I) THOUGHT!!!!!!DRAMA IS HARD!!!!!!HARDER THN AD MATHS!!!!!!yea really truly true u knw!!!!!!u nid 2 knw hw 2 walk on stage,hw 2 ACT wow ta's the hardest!!!!!!just acting itself only eh!!!!!!tat's y tat speaker said tat the hardest thing in the world is... ...ACTING...u nid 2 be sm1 else tat's nt the real u!!!!!!well im a artistic girl......i love music,singing,acting,art,lit. n all those ARTs things la... ...so although it's hard bt i find all of these things like very ez 2 pick it up n interesting la......haihhhhhhhhhhhh... ...although these few week my drama assignment is watching other ppl n in the supermarket or pasar malam or the market or mayb just sit a side in my house or skul n i nid 2 act them out on stage!!!!!!ALONE...i've decided 2 act out 2 characters in my house...tell u guys next tm la coz 2day very long air d lo......till then... ...signing off with a busy mood =p

RED HOUSE GT 3RD PLACE......n... ...BB 2 SAMMI-SAM. . . . sob-sob

2009-02-15T18:53:00.015+08:00

ya......2day's my skul's sports day... ...n...well...im involved in da RED HOUSE marching lor......n ya we didnt won 2day... ...i mean tis year...we only gt da 3rd place......oh well... ...at least we gt 3rd rite??????nt bad also wert...bt kinda like sad 0.001% lor...dunno y......bt i kinda felt bad 4 Purple House marching girls lo coz they really-really GOOD lor... ...they're so 'neat',their formation is da best of all!!!!!!n they r da loudest team in shouting command lor!!!!!!bt they dnt even gt a 2nd place 4 marching section...haih...hope they wont b so sad 4 so long la......coz i saw most of them crying after da whole ceremony's over... ...n their commander was like no more tat semangat BT she didnt cried just nw...i think da sadness's in her heart there......broken lor... ...haiz...poor Purple House...4 me leh......erm... ...it's my 1st year la...so...i can still try it next year wat,rite??????if i gt enough tm =p......bt it's really-really fun a n definite a great experience!!!!!!bt it takes a super-duper long tm la... ...2day is 21/02/2009...it's my skul's 39th Sports Day...n also Sammi-Sam's day 2 leave us 2 go 2 London n study he's......accountancy... ...i think...=p aiya!!!!!!it's about account 1 la......n he's leaving us 4 2YEARS man!!!!!!tat means 2 years no crazy-crazy sot-sot guy 4 2YEARS!!!!!!dunno who'll crazy with me anymore!!!!!!AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!CANNOT CANNOT!!!!!!haihhhhhh. . .bt. . .anyway... ...he'll cm bek after 2 years...tat means...im 18 lu!!!!!!hahahahh......still young still young =D... ...bt i'll still b tat crazy-crazy n sot-sot girl 1 la 4 sure...coz...I CNT CHANGE!!!!!!tat's 1 of my - attitude......cnt b a moody girl!!!!!!i just CNT STOP LAUGHING/JOKING/HVING FUN/SMILING 1 lor!!!!!!i LOVE 2 create/bring up u knw... ...'cold' aka boring moments!!!!!!lololololllll...yea...tat's me!!!!!!i just......cnt change tat part of me... ...oh well!!!!!!just wanna say bb n tata 2 Sammi-Sam FAREWELL...='(...sob-sob......haihhhhhhhhhhh... ...i bcm very long-air adi la...anyway here r sm photos frm my skul's sports day just nw!!!!!!enjoy ;)......ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... ...bb Sammi-Sam...signing off...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......Sammi-Sam rrrrrrrrrrrrrr... ...sob-sob ='( =(

*spot me!!!spot me!!!=p......tis is HALF of da RED HOUSE MARCHING FAMILY!!!!!!=D

*spot me 2!!!spot me 2!!!lagi teruk... ...nt even half here......

THIS R RED HOUSE MARCHING 'DECO' 2 STEAL DA IMAGE POINTS =P

*hahahhhhhhhhh......dyed/sprayed my hair with pink/red colour spray... ...i knw hv nice hair
la......dnt admire my hair la... ...u'll gt it 1 day =p

*'coloured' our face with eye liner with gold & red gliters!!!!!!nice leh!!!!!!

*haih......tis 1 very normal la... ...every team also gt put their team's colour......
*well there's also da big fat ribbon in front of da white blouse......erm... ...a badge. . . . . .n a fresh
red-coloured cap 2!!!!!!

I FEEL LIKE CRYING WHN I HEARD TIS SONG...aka...SPECIALLY MADE 4 YING......

2009-02-06T21:19:00.004+08:00

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me
You'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
'Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when
We were such fools
And so convinced
And just too cool
Oh no,
No no.
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss(well...nt really kiss la...)
I'll cherish
Until we meet again

And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember

But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep

My darling

Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My Darling
Who Knew

Who knew??????

*PROMISE WE'LL BE THE BEST OF FRIENDS,KAY??????

IT'S A LOVE STORY...... ... ... . . . . . .

2009-02-02T18:08:00.006+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

TODAY IS... ...WORLD PHOTO DAY!!!!!!

2009-01-31T14:17:00.034+08:00

YO GUYS!!!!!!TIS IS MY FISHING VILLAGE ADVENTURE!!!!!!

hw many of u guys out there act went to a fishing village in Malaysia?????? do u think tat it's like tis?????? or this???
mayb tis???
take a look at the photos tat i've took during my visit to......Sabak Bernam... ...i wont tell u guys where's tat heh......let's see hw well is ur Geograhy......=p

*no......im nt snaping my leg la... ...im focusing on the water below(aka the SEA) n tat's
my 1st step 2 tat fishing village too!!!!!! =D
*NO!!!!!!tis tm is nt my legs too!!!!!!it's da woods... ...the woods r act the woods
tat r use 2 made......BOATS... ...strong n tough rite??????
*inside of the hs......the floor is still... ...MADE OF WOODS!!!!!!

*these r our daily use rubbish bins,rite??????well... ...take a look at
theirs......WARNING:PLS DO NOT SEE TIS PHOTO IF U JUST HAD
UR MEALS... ...

*YEAP... ...TAT'S THEIR TONG SAMPAH!!!!!!THE THROW THEM
STRAIGHT AWAY BELOW THEIR HOUSE......N WAT??????A CUTE
LITTLE TWEETY BIRD THERE??????WITH THOSE TILAMs & EGG
SHELLS??????POOR TWEETY... ...HAIZ......

*tis is our toilet bowl in our bathroom,rite??????

*tis is their... ...BATHROOM......n the water will go straight down 2... ...THE
SEA!!!!!!EEIIYYYEEEWWWW!!!!!!

*tis is their...well...co-toilet......which is... ...u knw la......

*Ooh......n their bathrooms & toilets only uses a CHOPSTICK 2 lock it!!!!!!

*n this scene is frm the little CUTE hut frm below......it's act da sea =p

*the lItTlE cUtE hUt... ...cute leh......

*inside the hut......da roof it act made frm atap... ...n it's super duper COOLING inside!!!!!!

*THESE R DA TASTIEST,FRESH N NATURAL ALMONDS IN DA UNIVERSE!!!!!!i almost finished the whole bucket =p......

*u guys knw wat's tis??????i mean da BIG,HUGE book... ...it's act a script 4 u 2 memorized leh!!!!!!4 ur information......i met a tv star there n manage 2 curi tengok n tangkap gambar of the script... ...heheheee

*OoH......n those 2 photo above is act a photo of a tInY lItTlE CRAB!!!!!!spot it!!!!!!if u cn......

*so tell me......hmm... ...wat cn u see frm the 3 photos above??????

*my 1st tm flying a kite beside the sea...OMG!!!!!!da wind...is superlative strong man......

*2 local delicacies!!!!!!fish puff n curry puff.....OIISHI DESU NEI!!!!!!

*the fat me n my messy hair... ...bt it's COOL!!!!!! =)

*nice beach,rite??????as u guys cn see here......it's extremely windy!!!!!!

*hohoho......another Geography question 4 u guys... ...hehehhe......wat r those trees shown in da above 2 photos??????

*the process of making虾米......well i dnt knw wat tat called in ENGLISH mah... ...sry 4 all da OCBC......

*guess wat guys......those r BIG,REAL corals u knw... ...

*well tat's 1 great evening act......wat a goody day... ...n da sky was BEAUTIFUL 2!!!!!!

well......tat's all frm me nw... ...well i'll share sm very funny things......LOLOLOLOLOLLLLO... ...IT'S LIKE the funniest things in MY world!!!!!!=p......coz it's my 1st tm being my bro's 'passenger'... ...coz he's still learning hw to DRIVE......till 2mr thn... ...signing out......NW!!!!!!tata

ROJAK......EVERYTHING IS INSIDE... ...TAKE A LOOK N U'LL KNW. . . . . . ;)

2009-01-30T19:13:00.008+08:00

IT'S CNY PPL!!!!!!CNY la......act 2 me it's just like tis... ...CNY ONY MAH......it's just a break 4 me la... ...a break frm school only......well form 4 is quite stress n like very different adi la frm da lower secondary... ...every teacher keep telling n telling n telling n telling us tat FORM 4 IS IMPORTANT,DNT PLAY-PLAY OR......to me it's like if i dnt do well in form 4... ...im gonna die next year man......cos f4 its da foundation n if i dnt do well... ...well dnt knw hw im gonna survive in f5 so......it's really-really stressful bt yet a bit FuN n exciting... ...i dnt knw y i say tat it's fun also......well ignore tat... ...so i hope tat i cn do well la in f4......well nw's angpau business... ... so far la......i only gt like 20 smthing only la... ...nt many also haiz i rmb last tm whn i was like 5 years old tat tm ho......i used 2 gt like 40 smthing angpaus 1... ...nw well i think will nt b so many d la cos u guys knw da economy 1 la......haiz... ...anyway i'd went 2 a fishing village yesterday n well da place is nice n i enjoy it coz......IM A NATURE GIRL!!!!!!I CERTAINLY L.O.V.E 2 GO 2 those places like the BEACH(AH!!!!!! i love goin there all da tm)... ...the forest(it's 1 of my best friend u knw n Taman Negara tat's located in Pahang is my favorite!!!!!!)well unfortunately i just went once 2 da Taman Negara in Pahang......it's so nice man!!!!!!I MISS THERE... ...anyway back 2 da fishing village in Sabak Bernam(Selangor)......well i dnt knw wat 2 say la... ...i'll put in sm photos 2mr coz nw my bro is asleep n i act dnt knw hw 2 put da photos in 2 da computer 1(tis is called stupid lor)......so need 2 wait 4 him la 2mr la... ... act 2day i went kbox......i also gt took sm photos... ...bt it's nt with me......so can't put in lor... ...n the sad thing is tat b4 i went to kbox......i went 2 mph bookstores 2 find my book which is:The Mozart Season... ...as soon as i went in......i saw Jenny,Wern En,Benjamin n Christopher... ...at 1st i thought they well mayb went out 2gether...... bt later found out frm Jenny tat they just met 'em there... ...thn after smtm my friend wan me 2 teman her 2 coffee bean 2 wait 4 her friend......just on the way there which is in front of the popular bookstore there i heard sm1 calling my name softly bt i ignored it 4 da 1st tm... ...thn i heard it again 4 the 2nd tm......no... ...it's nt ghost la...... i saw Benjamin n Christopher there... ...again......lol... ...thn i waved at them...... as u guys knw... ...only Benjamin waved me bek......Christopher was like =.="' n standing... ...well i dnt blame him coz he dnt even talk 2 me in CGMC......i think mayb he dnt even knw who am i la,lololo0l... ...thn on the way goin bek 2 kbox there......saw Jenny n Wern En AGAIN!!!!!!y i saw so many ppl 2day at jj??????yyy??????well i also saw sm of my out-of-school(AMC)-seniors n also a TUTOR frm my beloved YAMAHA MUSIC SCHOOL... ...poohoo......luckily she doesn't teach... ...bt she reconized also...... =.='" bt i wanna thank Jenny 4 telling me 'bout the visitation tis sun... ...haiz so many things 2 write 2day(tat means longed-air lor)......i think tat's all nw......till 2mr... ...signing off......lor... ...lololol

U'RE SO COLD!!!!!!

2009-01-22T19:59:00.007+08:00

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
So Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you, died for you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Oh Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made

Now that I'm sittin here thinkin it all though
I've never been anywhere as cold as you

WHERE IZIT??????

2009-01-19T17:29:00.005+08:00

你的会话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉之
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续场着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面离选择
你冷了卷了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心兴不开心一一细收着你再不拾
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

***THIS IS 1 OF MY ALL TIME fAvOrItE SONG... ...u knw y??????cos i dnt get bored even though i'd listen 4 more than 100 times adi......=p***

HOLD ON......THERE WILL BE 2MR... ...in tm u'll find a way. . . . . .

2009-01-18T12:48:00.005+08:00

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

*this song represents kinda my feelings these dayz. . . . . .

MY HOBBY IS... ...SHARING......

2009-01-10T21:12:00.007+08:00

yo-yo-yo ppl!!!!!!im 'back'... ...ok well the reason y i didn't update my blog is bcos i feel like......I SHOULD CUT OUT more time 'being' in front of the computer every nite... ...doing 'nothing'......well my 'nothing' r blogging every nite & tm n also chatting with u all in MSN... ...so i kinda reduce da number of times sitting here......doing tat 'nothing'... ...ya......well 1st week at skul... ...hmm......it's kinda a week cos well everything ran out very good except 4 the erm... ...smthing......oh... ...n i cried......AGAIN MAN... ...i dnt knw la......it's like... ...crying is my kinda of hobby nw la......every tm also cry-cry n cry 1... ...haiz......nothing to do meh nw cry-cry-cry... ...every tm also cry......everyday also cry... ...everything tat happens also say wanna cry har......feel like crying... ...wat la me......very free meh har??????cry-cry-cry... ...so erm......n i also wanna say a very big thank u to Wai Yee la cos she shared smthing to me just nw n... ...well im a very 'nice' person act......=p no la actually 1 of my own rule 4 myself is tat if I share smthing 2 sm1... ...tat sm1 will also need to share sm of his/her own things 2 me la......so... ...if sm1 share smthing 2 me......i'll also do the same thing la... ...if i share n u dnt......MUAHAAAHAA... ...if next tm when I got problems n i need to tell ppl about it......u r DEFINITELY OUT of my list,man!!!!!!=p... ...PPL GIVE...I GIVE...I GIVE...PPL GIVE...(THIS IS MY RULE NO.1)if I give ppl dnt...bye-bye lo thn......:D... ...i think that's all 4 this week n erm......wanna wish Sammi a very happy birthday... ...although it's quick early 2 wish u tat bt......no point la... ...need 2 study mah......SoRrY... ...signing off......ENJOY UR LIFE PPL!!!!!!ENJOY EVERY SINGLE THING TAT HAPPEN TO U!!!!!!OoOoOo... ...TAT crazy photo it's about me also......coz currently addicted about reading... ...=p n the hero lyrics......pls dnt 'sing' tat lines where gt 1 little * 1 r......really need to go nw... ...ENJOY!!!!!!

BACK TO SCHOOL......AGAIN... ...HAIZ. . . . . .

2009-01-04T20:59:00.004+08:00

la-la-la-la... ...erm......i dnt knw y bt IM EXTREMELY H-A-P-P-Y 2day... ...bt i dnt knw y......AGAIN!!!!!!haiz... ...well mayb 2day kinda of my 1st day back to MYF......saw friends n blah-blah-blah like tat la... ...cos i dnt wan 2 b so 'long-air' 2day cos...... ... ...2mr rrrrrrrrrrrrrr......need to go back to school adi!!!!!!sob~~~sob~~~sob~~~act going back to skul is pretty good also la... ...meet back our friends,learn many-many more new things n so n so la bt......well... ...mayb after the 1st week will be better la cos nobody will still continue n ask tis question......AGAIN-again n again... ...n that's......'How many A's u gt 4 ur pmr r?'... ...n tat question hor......to me hor... ...tis question hor......very BORING ADI LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... ...
cnt anybody ask smthing else instead of studies??????ok lor......i knw whn skul reopen r everybody will start talking about-calcium carbonate + dnt knw wat wat wat n wat =wat wat wat... ...OR this square +this dnt knw wat -this cube /this length + area =dnt knw wat......haiz... ...anyway......i wanna zzz adi la... ...cos 2mr......nid 2 wake up at 5 IN THE MORNING RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR... ...nvm......i'll hv panda eyes 2mr so... ...nid to sleep nw......Oh n sorry la guys cos yesterday no update my blog cos... ...i was 'digging' my bro's bag to 'steal' some present......lololol... ...so......hope everything will be great 4 this year's school life... ...signing off with a hope 2......lololol

JUST ANOTHER DAY......N HE'S CMING BEK 2MR... ...YIPPY. . . . . .

2009-01-02T22:26:00.004+08:00

2day is the second day of the year 2009......well... ...2day is quite boring act so i'd baked my cake......n tat's Mixed Berry Cheese Cake... ...well act it's Raspberry Cheese Cake......bt i dnt hv Raspberry jam so used the Mixed Berry jam lor... ...act it's just the same wat......rite??????i mean... ...it just taste a little bit different cos the jam is different......bt the cheese cake is stil the same flavour... ...so 4 a conclusion......is stil the same... ...lololol......erm... ...besides tat......i did nthing la 2day... ...well dnt count in the practices n cleaning every window in my hs today......haiz... ...im also quite disappointed la......cos 2mr me n some of my buddies were act planning to go Clearwater Resort to hv fun there... ...bt......haiz... ...CANCELED ADI RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR......so no more plans adi... ...haiz......no where to go adi!!!!!!bt... ...well......mayb only 1 place at nite... ...it's act the bus station cos my bro is FINALLY cming frm Singapore......so we'll need to pick him up... ...so i guess tat's the only place im goin 2mr......just 2 more days n skul will be reopen... ...again......act im quite excited... ...bt......there's still smthing tat makes me do wan to go back to skul again... ...well 4 a conclusion......well i think whether i like it a nt... ...I STILL NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL TO STUDY cos tat's wat i nid/hv to do 4 this period of my life......i just hope n pray that everything will be fine when i go back to school... ...well hope tat every1 will too......tat's all 4 2 nite guys... ...nitez......signing off with a hope... ...

A BRAND NEW YEAR......A BRAND NEW BEGINNING......A BRAND NEW DAY... ...

2009-01-01T22:05:00.004+08:00

2day is the 1st day of the year of 2009... ...which means A BRAND NEW BEGINNING,A BRAND NEW DAY A NEW OF EVERYTHING!!!!!!n of course......the 'game' had already started... ... n i......i'll play it... ...with my own rules... ...only i can control the 'game'... ...nt the 'game' tat control n instuct me hw to play the 'game'......muah ha-ha-ha-ha!!!!!!sry yea guys... ...u knw im a LiTtLe bIt EvIl these days......bt... ...i hv to do like tat cos sometimes n the outside world is very-very cruel......it's true... ...n the only way to 'survive'......is to play the 'game'... ...by using ur own rules......ONLY... ...Ooppss......i hvn say 1 thing... ...yet......n tat's... ...HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009......n bye-bye... ...2008......WooHHoo!!!!!!to celebrate the 2 'things'... ...i decided to give my room a 'gotong-royong'......well... ...i changed every single thing in different places......b4 tis... ...erm......i think my is a bit of childish la... ...to be honest la......over a half of my room is 'covered' with thousands n thousands of... ...S-O-F-T-T-O-Y-S......books??????the books in my room... ...r countable......lololol... ...u guys knw hw much,rite??????after my hours n hours of my 'hardwork'......hmm... ...my room nw......is still 'covered' with that much of soft toys n also tat amount of books... ...lololol......bt i thing is nt tat childish adi... ...lololol......i sacrificed my lunch bcos of 'redecorating' my room... ...i think that's a great start in a brand new year......cleaning up n so n so... ...i think tat's all 4 2day nw......hope u guys can hv a... ...better year......lololol... ...signing off with hopes 4 a brand new year-2009......nitez guys... ...

LET MY 'GAME'... ...BEGIN......ENJOY

2008-12-31T20:55:00.004+08:00

2DAY IS THE LAST DAY!!!!!!LAST DAY!!!!!! THE LAST DAY OF 2008 people......so... ...any plans for the brand new year??????i mean 2mr......haiz... ...i suddenly think that everything is going so fast man......haiz... ...sorry guys cos i didn't update my blog yesterday......cos... ...u guys know la...... my results r so terrible... ...no MoOd to update adi......u know guys as i entered the school yesterday... ...everyone that had already taken their results were there outside the school gate......chatting happily,laughing and... ...RELIVED......but... ...my...... kind of 'nightmare' has just begun... ...as my bffs walked me to the MPH hall......i was not worried about anything before i entered the hall... ...and after i found 'my class's table'......MY HANDS BEGAN to SHIVER!!!!!!and as i looked at my results... ...i got no feeling......and as i walked out with my bffs... ...they kept telling me......it's okay,it's okay... ...but......it's not... ...and as i walked to my mum with the results in my hand......i had no feeling again... ...but......my mum was smiling and kind of like laugh a little bit... ...cos she had already knew.........tat i'll... ...failed her once again......and my bff were there with me too... ...they were there to ask mum if she could let me to go to Jusco with them a not??????well......my mum agreed... ...and she said:'Okay lah,u guys go la......i wanna go back home first'... ...and as i turned around......and my back was then facing my mum... ...i really don't know why but the tears started rowing down my cheeks!!!!!!and i can't stopped them!!!!!!Even after that my mum shouted to me:'Joanne,do you have any money a not??????'I pretended that i can't heard her......cause i don't want her to see me crying because of my results... ...seriously......i never cried because i didn't scored well before my entire life!!!!!!but yesterday was my first and my last time... ...crying because of my results......and there will not be the next time... ...cos i will work everything with my 110% starting......2MR... ...if i want to cry for my results again......IT WILL ONLY BE THE TEARS OF JOY or HAPPINESS... ...i guess the reason why i cried yesterday was because i saw my mum was smiling and laughing a little bit and joking with me......because i know that even though she pretend to do all these 'things' doesn't mean that she's not sad... ...at all......she will only cry inside her broken heart... ...and that's what hurts me!!!!!!A LOT!!!!!!i don't want my mum to get hurt but i hurt and hurt and hurt and hurt her again and again and again and again......this morning as i was reading how many 8 A's my school got and of course... ...the feeling......the one and only feeling there on the big picture... ...every single one of them who was on that big picture shared the same feeling......HAPPINESS... ...and i saw......most of them... ...are my friends...... and some were my friends before... ...as i read through every single name......i found out that i actually know everyone... ...well for me and only myself......i think that result paper... ...it's just a piece of ordinary paper......IT WILL NOT DESTROY ME... ...AND OF COURSE IT WILL NOT DESTROY EVERY SINGLE PLAN THAT I HAD ALREADY PLANNED SINCE I'M YOUNG......WHAT CAN I SAY OR CRY ABOUT??????IT'S OVER... ...THE 'GAME'......MY LIFE HAVE NOT YET BEEN DESTROY AND WILL NEVER EVER BE DESTROY BY ONLY THAT PIECE OF PAPER... ...I SAY......THE 'GAME',MY LIFE WILL ONLY BEGUN... ...STARTING......12.00am(1-1-2009)... ...if you u guys really think that i'll give up so easily because of a piece of paper and my wholo life will be game over......that's not ME!!!!!!AND WILL NEVER BE ME... ...LET THE 'GAME'......B-E-G-I-N... ...signing off......with a heart that's been prepared for the past few years... ...of my L-I-F-E......ENJOY

2MR'S RESULTS DAY!!!!!!BE READY!!!!!!

2008-12-29T21:03:00.003+08:00

2mr's it... ...2mr's the BIG day......cos 2mr's the... ...aka......RESULTS DAY... ...lololol......well actually ... ...i really dnt knw wat's gonna happen 2mr......i mean u never knw wat's cming next,rite??????haiz... ...would it be good if u knw wat's gonna happen the next second??????i would LOVE to be tat ppl......hahax... ...well...... i just want my results to be the results that i want... ...n i'll be happy & glad 4 the rest of 100 years......lololol... ...ok,mayb nt 100......10 years mayb... ...wait till SPM only 100......thn more & more... ...hahax......haiz... ...weird la......today nothing to write la... ...yesterday write till SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG......2day nothing to write!!!!!!MaYbE I ReAlLy gOt a bIt oF MeNtAl pRoBlEm laaaaaaaaaa... ...haiz......i think is bcos those NERVES la... ...cos 2mr's aka Results Day mah......hmm... ...i'll announce my results here 2mr......haiz... ...dnt laugh at me r u all......cos u guys knw la... ...im nt TAT smart......okay??????so rmb to pray 4 me n wish me all da best 2mr wor N BE READY TOO... ...nitez guys......signing off with a bit of fear... ...

HAPPY-SAD-HAPPY AGAIN......

2008-12-28T19:31:00.004+08:00

hello every1~~~~~~well 1stly i would like to wish Hugo a very Happy Birthday!!!!!!he's a good & funny guy actually......bt whn he's mad!!!!!!it's quite scary la... ...anyway 2day after i had breakfast with my parents at Old Town......we went to the market n bought stuff n blah-blah-blah... ...whn we finished shopping at the market......n we went to get our car n hopped in... ...nw here cms......i saw 2 of my band seniors... ...i mean nt my anymore cos im out band adi......n 1 of them saw me too... ...sorry......we dnt waved,we dnt smile,i think we just like ah... ...it's her AGAIN......i'll just tell a little bit of myself to u guys... ...i was a band member once......whn i was in f1&2... ...bt nw im nt......1 thing is bcos... ...im nt as smart as all of them there,they're all smart......every single 1 of them... ...clever & talented......n im nt 1 of them... ...they're all great & caring to each other n u'll feel tat warmth there......really... ...bt the reason y i give up is bcos of studies......they can practice n practice n their hard work pays off n on the other hand their academic... ...IS FANTASTIC!!!!!!n i cant do tat......i really cant... ...i can only choose 1 road to move on......well mayb some of u guys will say thn hw about Choir??????u entered Choir Competition too!!!!!!singing is something tat i always want n i always have tat passion n i gt more n more excited whn i sing... ...n i already have n own tat......it just automatically comes out,while band it takes everything n im sorry to say tat i cant give up something just 4 band,i knw it's selfish n IM SELFISH bt i just cant give EVERYTHING... ... my Studies &Choir or Band......if im smart,clever n talented... ... i'll definitely choose 3 of 'em......bt im nt... ... all of u in band can hate me......bt 4 this lifetime is just Choir,PPS & my studies......n the most important thing is tat......i dnt fit in with all of them...even if i chat n laugh 2gether i just dnt fit in...mayb is my own problem n i think is my own problem......n whn i saw tat senior... ...all of these things just came n still have 'em nw......it's hard to 4get everything about... ...kinda of my sad past......okay... ...sad time is over......i have 1 great news to share with all of u guys out there... ...EVERYBODY!!!!!!I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY PERSUADE MY GOOD FRIEND,AUDREY ALSO 1 VERY NICE & SMART AMC PPL LIKE US......LOLOLOL... ...TO COME TO MYF WITH US!!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!LET'S WELCOME HER OKAY??????N Wai Sze r......cm she cm to our cg a nt??????well i knw i dnt deserve to say our cg cos... ...u guys knw la......i SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG NO GO YOUTH ADI... ...bt through tis year's Youth Camp......I'LL COME BACK......AGAIN... ...pls dnt say im NEW okay??????AHHHHHHHHH......IM SO-SO-SO GLAD tat Audrey can come to CGMC... ...i think it'll be more fun whn she's around......N MOST OF ALL SHE CAN GET TO KNOW ABOUT GOD MORE... ...N TAT'S A VERY-VERY GOOD THING U KNW??????hmm......i think im a good 'persuader' too rite,Audrey??????lololol......im so-SO happy N PROUD OF MYSELF nw... ...haiz......smtimes i think im a bit nuts actually... ...u see just i was So sad whn i wrote about my sad past just nw......thn suddenly Audrey told me she's coming MYF!!!!!!N IM SO MADLY HAPPY ABOUT IT... ...haiz......i think i gt a bit mental problem la... ...OoOoOo......i knw some of u guys LOVE THE CHARMING PRINCE WILLIAM,RITE??????well here's a bit about him lately... ...lololol......take a look at this------Britain's Prince William, sporting a beard, arrives to attend the annual Christmas day church service on Sandringham Estate in Norfolk, England... ...nt too charming adi rite??????lololol......i think tat's all... ...signing off with PROUD & JOY......bt also a bit of worry cos scared i gt a bit of mental problem... ...lololol......

PLS DNT BE HIM......PLS......

2008-12-27T21:45:00.004+08:00

1st thing today......let's pray 4 Michelle who is sick nw......haiz......quite pity her actually......on the last day of Youth Camp... ...she was also like me & Wai Sze... ...S-I-C-K... ...nw... ...she's -S-I-C-K- again!!!!!!haiz......tat means......she's weak!!!!!!n i think she fainted quite a couple of times adi la......conclusion is... ...MICHELLE... ...YOU ARE WEAK!!!!!!so ppl... ...pray her okay??????good......haiz......today is a day of fear too!!!!!!cos i heard parents were busy discussing about their career!!!!!!haiz... ...n in my shocking surprise... ...bt i just stay calm just nw whn i heard tat......my dad mayb can't work anymore!!!!!!i was so scared n i am till nw......i mean if my dad is nt working... ...wat can he do??????sleep all day at hm??????n where can he make money for this family??????n the most important thing is where & how is he going to get a new job??????the economy is BAD nowadays n some ppl might get fired like maybe my dad will be fired BUT I REALLY DO HOPE IS NOT HIM & WILL NOT BE HIM... ...HAIZ... ...my bro is goin to university n it's overseas......even though it might nt be this year bt he'll definitely go N IT'S GOIN TO COST A LOT......& im still studying in school... ...there will be many fees tat i need to pay whn school reopens... ...& tuition & my music fees & BILLS &......there are just SO MANY THINGS THAT NEEDS MONEY N ONLY MONEY CAN SOLVE THE PROBLEM......MY DAD CAN'T BE FIRED!!!!!!HE JUST CAN'TTTTTTTTTTTTTTT... ...HE... ... JUST... ... CAN'TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT... ...!!!!!!im scared tat it will happen......PLS......DNT BE HIM......PLS DNT MAKE HIM AS THE 1......PLS......signing out with... ...HOPE... ...

WHAT WILL THEY SAY ABOUT ME??????

2008-12-26T17:34:00.004+08:00

arrrrrr......the 1st thing tat i wanted to say today is a BIG SORRY to the two guys!!!!!!well here it goes......2day i went to IpOh Parade today with 1 of my buddies act we just went there n had our lunch only... ...n after we finished we kinda window shopping 4 a while n we decided to go hm......n whn we r waiting 4 our parents at Starbucks... ...i saw the 2 guys which i wanted to say sorry 2 appeared......will there from same church with us-CGMC n my friend was act looking at the girls which were behind the 2 guys table frm our school(AMC)... ...my friend thought 1 of the girls there were her friend n so i looked too......thn......the 2 guys looked at me n waved n smile!!!!!!at tat moment i was like do i knw them??????n kinda ignored them... ...thn my mum came n picked me up... ...n whn i was half way hm......i realized tat they r from CGMC 1!!!!!!i was like oh no wat will the two of them say about me??????must be something bad la 4 sure cos i ignored them n i dnt even took another more glazed at them!!!!!!OH NO!!!!!!wat will happen to me whn i go back to church??????haiz... ...so guys... ...wat should i do nw??????NOTHING!!!!!!IT'S TOO LATE......IM TOO LATE TO SAY ANYTHING......haiz......ooh......n 1 more thing b4 i sign out......there's still 1 more thing......quite SiLlY ACTUALLY... ...lololol... ...self-made popcorn is DeLiCiOuS... ...absolutely OIISHI... ...signing off with a very scared feeling......lololol......nitez guys......

WHAT HAPEEN TO ME??????

2008-12-25T17:17:00.004+08:00

there's still something......something tat i hvn 'get' it yet......n i dnt knw wat's tat??????tis afternoon as i click on my bro's blog n hv a look... ...n after i finished i continued checking he's friend's blog thn from tat friend's blog i went to another n another n another......well of cos every1 is from cgmc...... i started looking at their blog with a very joy,happy feeling... ...bt i dnt knw y n i dnt understand y... ...as i went through each n every1 my modd was change!!!!!!it started with a happy feeling n than it went to a very sad feeling than i wanna cry bt cant......than it continued with a very dull n then no mood, no feeling,no expression then it finally come to the 'feeling' nw... ...dead... ...no more feeling... ...even though i laugh,smile it'll nt like into the mood to laugh or smile la......very weird la......it's like......no more feeling adi la... ...yesterday i was like WOW!!!!!!Christmas 2mr yea... ...happy n to be honest with u guys......i didn't read my bible n pray at night......cos i watched PhAnToM Of tHe oPeRa till 1.30 tis morning!!!!!!bt it's really-really a good movie......my all time favorite book & movie......I'M sorry LORD... ...I CONFESS MY THIS ATTITUDE... ...N WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN......at 1st i thought was maybe i was tired thn i went a nap......bt i didn't had it......i was NOT TIRED!!!!!!I DIDN'T EVEN CLOSE MY EYES......ARRRRRR......i hate this no feeling's feeling man......dnt knw wat's wrong with me la......haiz... ...hw can only viewing other ppl's blog can make me from happy to no feeling AT ALL??????today is ChRiStMaS!!!!!!isn't it should be fun?happy?laughter?haiz......hope tat i can be better 2mr... ...SiGnInG OfF wItH nO FeElInG... ...haiz... ...wat happen??????

I'M MEANS INSPIRING MIND...ANY VOLUNTEERS???

2008-12-24T21:41:00.005+08:00

ppl ppl ......i gt something to announce......pls take ur own sit pls......settle down......(clearing the throat)... ...IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE TODAY!!!!!CHEERS!!!!!!since nw is 10 o'clock... ...just 2 MORE HOURS N IT'S......cHrIsTmAs!!!!!!yipee ya-ya yipee-yipee ya!!!!!lololol......sorry guys......i knw i'm acting StUpId... ...but i'm really-really excited!!!!!!inhale... ...exhale... ...ok,i'm cool... ...well today as i flipped through the pages of yesterday's pages this morning......i saw something tat's extra ORDINARY... ...n tat 1 page 'news' is about 1 word... ...n that word is... ...I'M... ...at 1st i dnt knw wat tat means cos there's pictures everywhere......n slowly i began to knw tat I'M......ACTUALLY MEANS-INSPIRING MIND......every1 is different in the whole wide world nt even twins r da same!!!!!tat's the REAL MEANING OF I'M-INSPIRING MIND bt... ...i dnt knw y it is use in English Grammar......lololololololol......erm......last bt nt least,i hope tat i can get some ChRiStMaS PrEsEnTs!!!!!!well i had only received 1 ChRiStMaS PrEsEnTs in my life so far... ...haiz... ... i hope tat i can get 1 this year......hahax......any volunteers??????hahax......b4 i sign off......i just wanna wish every1 a very-berry-merry x'mas... ...signing off with a merry FeElInG... ...LET IT SNOW...LET IT SNOW...LET IT SNOW......

I NEED TO START 'WORKING' FRM 2MR ONWARDS... ...

2008-12-23T21:29:00.005+08:00

another day had past so fast......bye!!!!!!i mean today......lololol......whoa......guess wat guys......we had already say bye 4 39days(including 2day 23.12.08)... ...from da 1st day of the school holidays... ...haiz......just 12 more days to go n we'll need to go back......TO SKUL AGAIN!!!!!!2mr is Christmas Eve... ...24th of December!!!!!!than... ...it'll be CHRISTMAS!!!!!!n... ...n thn 31st of December 2008... ...thn comes a BRAND NEW YEAR-2009......so many things are going to happen in a very-VeRy short time... ...I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS... ...time act run so fast man... ...i'm now thinking tat like i had did NOTHING......OMG!!!!!!I'M SO-so LAZY......GOSH!!!!!!i need to start 'working'......if nt i'll be very-VERY GUILTY... ...So... ...i think i'll need to start 'working' n 'working' n 'working' frm 2mr......OOoOoO......1 more thing guys......yEsTeRdAy(22 OF12) WaS My MuM'S bIrThDaY......OMG... ...N i aLmOsT 4 GoT... ...haiz... ...wat kind of daughter is this... ...i mean myself......hahax......haiz......Oh!!!!!!EVERYBODY!!!!!!ATTENTION PLS!!!!!I HAD JUST SAVED N FINISHED A VERY-very MEANINGFUL... ...kind of msg n the title is called... ...MICHELLE'S 1ST EVER DREAM DATE......lololol......hahax......if any of u guys wanna see it......just come n see me n i'll show u guys... ...tat's 4 2day... ...SiGnInG oFf... ...wItH LoVe... ...

OMG!!!!!!HOW 'FISH' WAS TAT...... ......

2008-12-22T22:44:00.003+08:00

last nite after the CGMC Youth Christmas Party which i didn't go......i sms 1 of my close friends to knw hw's everything n so n so......u guys knw wat she told me??????she said when every AMC ppl were taking photo......she slipt away n shout in front of i dnt knw hw many ppl n SHOUT MY 'ANGEL'S' NAME AS LOUD AS SHE COULD......whn i saw tat msg......i was like......WHAT??????Wat on earth she was thinking at tat moment??????y she wanna do tat??????Actually, b4 tat i just told her to help me say thx to my 'angel' 4 the sweets tat he gave me n 1 of the sweets can relieve sore throat n i have a sore throat tat begin yesterday... ...n i just told her(1 of my close friend) to help me say thx n to tell him tat his sweets had arrive at the rite time......!!!!!!i didn't told her to do tat SO-SO EMBARRASS THING......ish......maybe she was thinking of MAKING HERSELF MORE 'FAMOUS' since she had shouted so loud......lololol......if i was her......i ran to the nearest toilet n hide myself there 4ever......bcos that is so 'fish' man......haiz......haiz......haiz......i think tat's all 4 2day... ...cos nothing SPECIAL happened today......hope tat 2mr will have......signing OfF......LoVe u gUyS......

GOR-GOR I MISS UUUUUU......

2008-12-21T18:02:00.005+08:00

well......today it's SAD TO SAY TAT MY BRO is leaving for SINGAPORE!!!!!wah~~~wuh~~~n i can't go......how sad... ...i dnt knw y but everytime he is going to no matter anyplace if i'm not coming along......i'll always WISH tat i'm going with HIM......haiz... ...GONNA MISS HIM......sob...sob...tell u guys a SeCrEt......Singapore is 1 of my bro's favorite countries in the world......my family & i love it too......it's really hard to not admit tat it's a great n beautiful country,rite??????more than half of the things there is better than Malaysia......WELL......ACTUALLY MALAYSIA MADE PRODUCTS ARE ALSO NICE N WELL......QUALITY......right??????i've not been to Singapore 4 almost 10 years......nw tat's a very-VERY LONG time......10 YEARS!!!!!!i can imagine tat Singapore have already TOTALLY CHANGE......whilr my bro......he actually had went to Singapore 4 about 5-7 times already......tat's quite of NOT FAIR......bt it's okay......to me......lololol... ...ar......i'm gonna miss tonight's CGMC Youth Christmas Party......i knw tat there'll be lots of FUN bt i hope i'm wrong......:p tonite...i'll always be performing in the Yamaha Roadshow...bt my teacher had called me last minute just nw to tell me to perform earlier......tat's quite good cos i dnt hv 2 wait 4 so long like yesterday......BUT I ENDED UP PLAYING 1 SINGLE MISTAKE......ARRRRRR!!!!!!WHAT HAPPENED TO ME??????bt luckily it didn't go out of tune......if nt......i can't survive anymore......sob-sob......tat's all frm me nw... ...signing off......muakzzzzzzz

I CAN N I WILL IMPROVE......TO BE BETTER... ...

2008-12-20T22:45:00.003+08:00

hello everyone~~~~~~well i just came back from today's Yamaha Roadshow at Tesco Extra......of course it's in IpOh la......I LOVE IPOH VERY-BERRY MUCH oo......IpOH is a nice & sweet place......Oh well.....back to the roadshow just nw......well my lovely teacher ask me to go to Tesco at 8.30pm SHARP tonite......bt.. .. ..i ended up playing at 10 o'clock just nw......haiz......well......it's very okay to me......but i saw some parents were there keep complaining n complaining n COMPLAINING......me & my mum just felt pity for all the teachers whom received so many complains......i mean can't they just wait??????Ur child's turn will be just any minute!!!!!!Oh well......what can we say??????children nowadays......haiz......u guys knw......S-P-O-I-L-T!!!!!!it went well just nw as i play......nothing go wrong......bt......it's very-VERY cold there......my fingers got FREEZE for a while......N my mum said tat my body was not RELAX enough......maybe i can improve & play nicer a bit 4 2mr's Roadshow......I also have a good news 4 2day......I (CAN) STOP THINKING ABOUT TAT THING 2DAY......well the percentage is 20% out of a 100%......tat's very good to me......I think i can forget about it sooner or later......signing off 4 today......

SORRY GUYS......i LIED......WILL U FORGIVE ME??????

2008-12-19T17:57:00.005+08:00

I WANT TO SAY SORRY TO Wai Yee,Janice,Michelle n Wai sze......today through my blog here......well simply bcos u guys ask me am i okay on wednesday nite(17.12.08) after tat traitor thing......n i say yes n pretended to smile n laugh......in front of u guys......well......i'm nt okay actually......n until nw......i think i'm still nt bcos I HAD TRUSTED THE WRONG PERSON......haiz......nvm......i'll be fine bcos i still need to perform 4 the Yamaha Roadshow......on the 20th-21st of December this year......2day i'm the only lucky number 1 that attend 4 my music lesson......to me......it's more PERSONAL......N i LOVE it......i really do... ...n b4 i sign off......i just wanna hope tat 2mr n the 21st......i'll perform well......pls pray 4 me......

REPLAY OF 18.12.08......I AM SO SICK......

2008-12-19T17:30:00.003+08:00

18.12.08... ...
this day was the last day of the CGMC YOUTH CAMP 2008.....as i woke up......i had tried my best to forget about tat traitor......bt i just can't......WHAT'S MORE......I WAS SICK......at 1st it was just stomache yesterday(17.12.08)bt 2day(18.12.08)i HAD VOMIT FOR ABOUT......6 TIMES......IT WAS SO HARD......i felt n look horrible......actually it's nt just me......WAI SZE n MICHELLE too......i pity them la......Then Emily came to our table during lunch time n said tat:'Maybe it's HEPATITIS B' WOR!!!!!! n she went off after she was done with her EXPLANATION......tat's scary......after Emily left there comes Hugo......Wai Yee told him what Emily had just said......n here's hw Hugo answered:'Hepatitis what la......She's the 1 who have HEPATITIS'......LOLOLOL......funny... ...On the bus when we r on our way hm to IPOH......i felt better...... i mean tat traitor thing......when i'm listening to tat KENNY G CD... ...well... ...i told myself......IT'S REALLY NOT WORTH IT TO FEEL LIKE TAT......n make myself so sick n sad......all i need to do it's just 1 thing......

REPLAY OF 17.12.08......TRAITOR......TRAITOR......N TRAITOR......

2008-12-19T13:58:00.008+08:00

17.12.08......
well......quite a lot of things had HAPPENED tat day......n bcos of so many things happened tat nite......i slept early tat nite n tat doesn't MEAN TAT I SLEPT WELL......I actually CAN'T SLEEP... ...AT ALL......haiz......actually i was planning of nt sleeping tat nite OR A VERY GOOD NITE SLEEP TAT NITE......TAT TRAITOR......but i want to thank that TRAITOR too.....cos i learn a LESSON of my life tat never will I FORGET 4 MY LIFE......once again THANK YOU......TRAITOR......N THAT REALLY -really HURTS ME...... A LOT......haiz......bt......at least tat nite i knw tat JESUS is there......HE wanted me to be STRONG......n to do something tat HE is PROUD of......if i fall......HE'S ALWAYS THERE......FOR ME......well......not every1 is like tat TRAITOR......at least my 'angel' is quite nice n sweet to me cos he bought me some sweet......lololol... ...i WISH I can say thank you n by the way......I'M ON DIET......n you gave me those things......lololol......THANK YOU......ONCE AGAIN......'ANGEL'......

REPLAY OF 16.12.08......HE'S EVERYTHING......WHAT ANOTHER AMAZING NIGHT......

2008-12-19T13:17:00.006+08:00

16.12.08......
actually......nothing special tat day bt actually something do happened... ...behind ME......n me n my friends REALLY dnt knw tat......there's a TRAITOR......BEHIND US......bt......i'll go to tat next......tat morning......after breakfast......we had our GROUP DEVOSION......n my leader is Jessie......she's a very-VERY truly nice leader......she took very good care of us n anything tat we dnt understand......she will definitely explain...EXPLAIN...n explain......till we really understand n tat's very-VERY GOOD......OH......ya......i forgot......my games group leader.....she's KAI BING......leader of the RED BABOONS n i'm 1 of them too......she's sweet,nice n caring......Great leader too......erm......tat nite......PASTOR Daniel......did something different tat nite......He actually pray for every1 that nite......THANK YOU PASTOR DANIEL......U ROCK......KUNG FU PANDA......lololol......n quite a number of them fall down......all most every1 there was CRYING......at 1st it scared me......like what happen??????cos......it's my 1st time to see such a thing n... ... n i dnt knw y... ...all in a SUDDEN i START TO CRY......n i cry n cry... ...NON-STOPPABLE OoOoOo...... thank you for HUGO WHO COMFORT ME TAT NITE SO MANY TIMES, ELAINE,WAI SZE WHO LEND ME HER SHOULDER TAT NITE N ALSO MY FRIENDS......n SUDDENLY as i WAS CRYING......I ACTUALLY HEARD GOD'S VOICE......HE'S SPEAKING TO ME!!!!!!N I THINK I'LL GONNA REMEMBER TAT TILL I DIE......FROM TAT MOMENT ONWARDS......I REALLY BELIEVE TAT GOD......HE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME......PROTECTING ME... ...HE'LL ALWAYS BE THERE... ...N AT TAT MOMENT......HE CALLED MY NAME... ...HE REALLY TOUCH ME TAT NIGHT... ...I CAN FEEL HIS LOVE FOR ME N HIS HAND I CAN FEEL THAT TAT NIGHT......N FROM TAT NIGHT ONWARDS......HE'S MY KING......HE'S MY GOD...HE'S MY EVERYTHING......BECAUSE I HAD ACCEPT HIM FROM TAT NIGHT......TAT MOMENT......TILL I DIE......

REPLAY OF 15.12.08... ... the 1st n my very 1st day......

2008-12-19T12:33:00.005+08:00

15.12.08... ...
this day was the 1st day n my 1st ever day at CGMC Youth Camp... ...well i was quite nervous actually cos the 1st day mah......i was so scared as i arrived cos i thought my friends won't be so early......n my plan was if they haven't arrived......i'll STICK with my brother......wherever he go i'll FOLLOW......bt in my shocking surprised......2 of my friends had actually arrived!!!!!!as i got off my mum's car...got all my things n walked through the porch n THEY WERE THERE to welcome me!!!!!!1 OF THEM even help me to take all of my things......she's so SWEET!!!!!!thank you......n i was like thinking tat it's a good start n maybe it'll last......bt unfortunately......it end up well......i'm feeling QUITE OKAY nw......a lot lot better than tat nite......haiz......well......i think I acted naughty n funny,mix n blend WELL......quite a lot of new friends n tat's good......tat's really-REALLY GOOD cos i like to make new friends a lot......i can CONSIDER tat as my hobby......lololol...... throughout the camp n to me i think(i think only r) i......actually BREAK FREE from my comfort zone during the camp n......well... ...maybe the REAL mE had FINALLY ARRIVE!!!!!!

REPLY of 14.12.08......what a nite......

2008-12-19T12:00:00.006+08:00

hi every1......well act.the camp was from 15.12.08-18.12.08 1......bt i haven't update my blog at 14.12.08... ...so......i'll start update my blog on the 14.12.08......

14.12.08......
well i just wanna say tat i actually saw 3 shooting star aka (wishing star) at tat very-very morning......i was so SHOCKED......it was unbelievable BEAUTIFUL......oh MY GOD!!!!!!It was purplish n pink in COLOUR......but it flew very-VERY fast......WHAT AN EXPERIENCE!!!!!!I think it's once in a life TIME CHANCE to see that......but if there's another chance......i'll definitely have another chance......to see it again......oh......

Sort of 'babysitting' some kiddo 2day......

2008-12-13T14:16:00.001+08:00

well i dnt quite expect tat i'll be babysitting some of my cousins today......lolololol......n......u knw la......kids......they're cute......bt......quite annoying sometimes......n......they won't let u to do ur own work!!!!!!n the worst of all......they scream till ur eardrum will SPOILT!!!!!!I think tat's hw they got all their attentions from us 'adults'......HahAHa......i mean kids like us 'adults' to pay full attention on them......i really can't think y they like tat......hmm......bt as they grow we dnt like tat anymore!!!!!!hw WEIRD human r actually......lolololol......well......mum said after finish 'indulging' our dinner,we'll go Parkson......bt it's 50/50 chance going only cos many times she say go......bt we end up sitting at hm watching television programs......hahah......will maybe tis time we go cos i urgently need some 'bermuda' pants for tat youth camp......haiz......really do hope tat i dnt make the WRONG DECISION cos tis it's the 1st time going......lololol......well guys......once again there'll be wishing stars 2nite n also 2mr nite in IpOH......so if u gt a chance......nothing to do(like me)......do go n wait for it la......cos.....i think it's once in a life time only u can see wishing stars......rite??????so do go n check it out......who knws??????maybe ur dreams will come true too......

what a day......boring day......

2008-12-12T12:51:00.001+08:00

well......today is just a very very ordinary holiday 'day'......n as everyone knw tat if during the holidays if u do nt go anywhere it will be boring......the time ......arg......is running So sLoW!!!!!!HELP PLS......even sometimes whn u open the computer or the tv......there's nothing to DO!!!!!!tO BE VERY-very honest......i suddenly think tat studying is better than sitting in front of the computer n try to think tat what should we do......NEXT......ar...... ......just BORED......n starting to sick of it already!!!!!!tat's y i only have time to do this......lol......the newspaper said tat there will be wishing stars 2mr(13.12.08)till(14.12.08)in IpOh......n bcos ther's nothing to do 2mr......i'll wait 4 it......lolololol......