HAPPY-SAD-HAPPY AGAIN......

hello every1~~~~~~well 1stly i would like to wish Hugo a very Happy Birthday!!!!!!he's a good & funny guy actually......bt whn he's mad!!!!!!it's quite scary la... ...anyway 2day after i had breakfast with my parents at Old Town......we went to the market n bought stuff n blah-blah-blah... ...whn we finished shopping at the market......n we went to get our car n hopped in... ...nw here cms......i saw 2 of my band seniors... ...i mean nt my anymore cos im out band adi......n 1 of them saw me too... ...sorry......we dnt waved,we dnt smile,i think we just like ah... ...it's her AGAIN......i'll just tell a little bit of myself to u guys... ...i was a band member once......whn i was in f1&2... ...bt nw im nt......1 thing is bcos... ...im nt as smart as all of them there,they're all smart......every single 1 of them... ...clever & talented......n im nt 1 of them... ...they're all great & caring to each other n u'll feel tat warmth there......really... ...bt the reason y i give up is bcos of studies......they can practice n practice n their hard work pays off n on the other hand their academic... ...IS FANTASTIC!!!!!!n i cant do tat......i really cant... ...i can only choose 1 road to move on......well mayb some of u guys will say thn hw about Choir??????u entered Choir Competition too!!!!!!singing is something tat i always want n i always have tat passion n i gt more n more excited whn i sing... ...n i already have n own tat......it just automatically comes out,while band it takes everything n im sorry to say tat i cant give up something just 4 band,i knw it's selfish n IM SELFISH bt i just cant give EVERYTHING... ... my Studies &Choir or Band......if im smart,clever n talented... ... i'll definitely choose 3 of 'em......bt im nt... ... all of u in band can hate me......bt 4 this lifetime is just Choir,PPS & my studies......n the most important thing is tat......i dnt fit in with all of them...even if i chat n laugh 2gether i just dnt fit in...mayb is my own problem n i think is my own problem......n whn i saw tat senior... ...all of these things just came n still have 'em nw......it's hard to 4get everything about... ...kinda of my sad past......okay... ...sad time is over......i have 1 great news to share with all of u guys out there... ...EVERYBODY!!!!!!I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY PERSUADE MY GOOD FRIEND,AUDREY ALSO 1 VERY NICE & SMART AMC PPL LIKE US......LOLOLOL... ...TO COME TO MYF WITH US!!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!LET'S WELCOME HER OKAY??????N Wai Sze r......cm she cm to our cg a nt??????well i knw i dnt deserve to say our cg cos... ...u guys knw la......i SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG NO GO YOUTH ADI... ...bt through tis year's Youth Camp......I'LL COME BACK......AGAIN... ...pls dnt say im NEW okay??????AHHHHHHHHH......IM SO-SO-SO GLAD tat Audrey can come to CGMC... ...i think it'll be more fun whn she's around......N MOST OF ALL SHE CAN GET TO KNOW ABOUT GOD MORE... ...N TAT'S A VERY-VERY GOOD THING U KNW??????hmm......i think im a good 'persuader' too rite,Audrey??????lololol......im so-SO happy N PROUD OF MYSELF nw... ...haiz......smtimes i think im a bit nuts actually... ...u see just i was So sad whn i wrote about my sad past just nw......thn suddenly Audrey told me she's coming MYF!!!!!!N IM SO MADLY HAPPY ABOUT IT... ...haiz......i think i gt a bit mental problem la... ...OoOoOo......i knw some of u guys LOVE THE CHARMING PRINCE WILLIAM,RITE??????well here's a bit about him lately... ...lololol......take a look at this------Britain's Prince William, sporting a beard, arrives to attend the annual Christmas day church service on Sandringham Estate in Norfolk, England... ...nt too charming adi rite??????lololol......i think tat's all... ...signing off with PROUD & JOY......bt also a bit of worry cos scared i gt a bit of mental problem... ...lololol......